Wonder

𝘚𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴;

⤛

Four years ago.. I was this young lost girl, questioning my existence and my self actions because of my messed up chaotic life.

I couldn't find an answer to my questions, which had me giving up on life and many other things; studies, love, friendship, and hope.
I started to lose all of these and
Along side I lost myself..

I couldn't find the true me because of my mixed up actions towards different people and different aspects, because one day; I'm kind, loving, caring, and understanding. And another day;
I'm rude, selfish, lost, depressed, eager, and mad. I couldn't find my true self. It was like as if I was a whole other person or as if somebody else was living in my body but really..
It was just me; Me being lost
And confused.

I never believed in love..
I never believed in happy endings..
I never believed I would find my trueself and find my happy ending..

Until.. This day.

; 29th, December, 2017...

I met you.

My seven wonders.

Through you, I found true meanings in life. I found the true meaning in love, friendship, hope, and more.

And through you I found myself.
I wasn't this fake person anymore that was trying to be like others or trying
to be what others want me to be.
I was myself.
I was me.
All because of you, I found the true me.

The biggest thing I learned in my life because of you is to love myself.

And I did, Maybe not so much but I did. I loved myself the amount I needed to. Though I still got insecure,
I still loved myself for who I am in the end.

I found my true dreams on want I wanted to become, on what I wanted to be. Not what other's told me to be or become, but what I wanted to be and become.

I found a true meaning in living.
At times where I thought if I never existed and left this world everything would be alright and everyone would be happy, but I was wrong.
You showed me even if the slightest bad thing happens to me, there are people that care for me. Some can be people I hate or people I love, some can even be strangers.

And I met a lot of precious souls
Like you said.

I met people who love me, care for me, support me, and many more.

By these seven precious souls
I met and found more precious souls
In real life, and here on wattpad;
My home.

I don't regret meeting anyone,
Specially here at my home.

Thank you for everything, my seven wonders.

And thank you for everything, everyone.

Through Seven Wonder's
I Met My Wonders.

♡