~(I vent through weird shit sometimes don't judge lol)~
Sometimes I feel like I'm just a doll.
People love me
People hug me
People play with me
But as soon as they get a new toy..
I mean absolutely nothing to them.
No matter how many batteries their new toy needs
No matter how many repairs it requires.
And no matter how many times I was the one there for them whenever things were bad
It's still better than I am
Once that toy loses their interest, suddenly I'm back in their arms again.
Only because the first option in line isn't their priority anymore.
They can apologize to me
They can tell me "How 'pretty' I am"
(Don't really like being called that anyway)
They can hug me
Tell me "How much they love me" and "How much I mean to them"
But it's fake and empty.
They don't mean it
They use that to keep me on the side so if anything happens, they still have a back-up
A mere extra
They can just trash me if they really wanted to.
They can be my whole world
And I'm..
Only thread and wool in their eyes
But I can't do anything about it...
Because I'm just a doll..
