Finding You(Completed To Be Continued)

Jaan Baki Hai Magar Saans Ruki Ho Jaise

Koi Fariyaad Tere Dil Me Dabi Ho Jaise
Koi Fariyaad Tere Dil Me Dabi Ho Jaise

Tune Aankhon Se Koi Baat Kahi Ho Jaise
Jagte Jagte Ek Umra Kati Ho Jaise

Jaan Baaki Hain Magar Saans Ruki Ho Jaise
Koi Fariyaad Tere Dil Me Dabi Ho Jaise..

Ek Lamhe Mein Simat Aaya Hain Sadiyon Ka Safar
Zindagi Tez Bahut Tez Chali Ho Jaise

Sidharth was listening the song plugging his headphone and looking at his chat box continuously from last 5 Minutes and was rubbing his forehead with his forefinger.He had a slight headache and was little feverish too.Too much work pressure,the cultural difference, work life balance ,negligence towards his food and the new environment was taking a toll on him.He had rented a good studio apartment in Seattle within his budget and shifted just few hours  back.The private and reserved he was ,he always prefered living alone but now this lone atmosphere somewhere was disturbing him in just few hours of span,may be he was too tired and emotionally drained his practical mind reflected to him.

He was feeling home sick first time ever in life.The missing warmth of his loved ones and the emotional turmoil he was into somewhere suppressing his practical mind or it was the every last bit of attempt to make an effort and keeping everything better to their relationship...his practical and combative mind countered every time before finally giving up!

Last night shifting into his studio apartment ,purchasing eatables,groceries and other home essentials all alone and then setting up fixtures and furnitures in his unoccupied house which was his home now was so tiring that he slept without having food using his phone waiting to wish her and woke up late this morning because of tiresome being an early riser also.He was trying his best to curb the void inside him but he didn't knew it was going to grow the cavity more and hollower in coming days.He wanted to take the off from office today but could not take as his whole offshore team was on leave as it was National Holiday today .He was sitting idle and looking at his chat box last conversation ,the last sent text which shows read but not replied.

His phone rang and looking at the caller ID he smiled finally.

"Hi Maa Pranam!"Sidharth said huffing and in sickish voice ".

"Kya hua mere Raja beta ko...Tabiyat kharab hai baccha!You sound so tired and low.Tabiyat kharab hogi bhi kaise nahi? Ever Since you have gone to US,you are daily eating unhealthy outside food,Junk food or noodles,instant food .Ye osta woats kha ke kab tak kaam chalayega Sidharth.Learn cooking.Have green vegetables.Eat balance diet baccha.Aur kuch din ye work out and Jogging ko hold par daal.You are alone there.Main ya koi aur nahi hai tera dhyan rakhne ke liye wahan.Isse to accha shadi kar ke bhejti tujhe wahan,She would have taken care and given company to you...Tu but sirf....".Rita Maa was concerned about his only Son.

"Are Are Maa!! Hang On!! Thoda speed breaker lagao.Sab theek hai.I am taking proper care of myself ,eating well and will learn cooking also,it's not a rocket science.I am absolutely fine..thoda bahut to laga rehta hai..".He was speaking to his mother when he saw the no on call waiting.

"Maa Can I talk to you later,someone is calling,have to attend it,its important one".He said.

"Ok Beta! Khush reh and Take care and take medicines if necessary".

"Hmmm..Pranam Maa ! Byee!".

He tried calling on the missed call again but all in vein,it went unanswered just like his last message .He huffed and stood up for getting ready to eave for office.

"Happy Birthday Sweetheart!!"He texted.

"Oh!! Wow!! I am Surprised You Remember and I am Glad too!!Was not expecting tough".