Watching the man that you love having an affair with someone else. It damn hurts, specially when that someone else is your sister. They look happy together and it's painful for me. He never been so happy like he's with my sister. I never saw him with that kind of smile when he's with me. I never saw his eyes shining when he's with me. A liquid escapes my eyes I immediately wipe it.
"You can't cry Kira, you can't. And you won't. Please tears don't betray me" liquids from my eyes keeps flowing. Tears betrayed me.
"Why you keep betraying me tears?" I try to dry all my tears but I failed.
"They look a perfect couple unlike us" i whisper to the air
"They are happy but I need him"I cover my face with my both hands and let my emotion out. I cry out loud. I cried almost an hour. I try to calm myself and sit at the edge of the buildings rooftop. There they are smiling and laughing with each other company. I bitterly smile. Took out my phone and dialed his number. It's time to set him free and say goodbye. After three rings he picked up.
"Hi babe"he greet
"Hello Waze—"
"Did I did something wrong babe? You're calling me by my name"he said on the other line.
"No Waze, you did nothing. It j-just—" I took a heavy sign before I continued
"You know I love you so much, I love you more than my life Waze and I all I want is for you to be happy" I paused
"I am happy babe—"
"But not as happy when you're with my sister" my voice broke. He went silent for a couple of minute
"B-babe let me explain—"he broke the silence between us
"It's okay Waze I understand no need to explain, I already accepted it. I already accept the fact that I'm no longer the woman you love. And now I want you to be happy. Please take care of her Waze."my tears are starting to flow to my cheeks again.
"W-want do you mean by that?"
"I love you Waze so much, and I-I'm setting you free now, b-be happy with her. G-goodbye m-my l-love"my voice broke and the tears from my eyes flows endless
"N-no Kira.Y-you c-can't—"I push the end. My phone keeps ringing and ringing but I just ignore it.
I look up the sky with my teary eyes. The moon's view is breathtaking. This is my I love moonlight. The view suits the mood.
I'm under the moonlight and it's peaceful.
The moon always witnesses my painful situations ,
The moon is always there with me and it shines from me,
I close my eyes feeling the wind touching my skin,
I'm sleepy, it's time to sleep.
As the rooftop's door open, it's too late to open my eyes again.
"I love you Waze, In my next life let's be together"
"PICK UP the f*cking phone Kira"I keep dialing her number.
"Calm down Waze"Yukina said
"How can I calm down Yuki!? She just broke up with on the f*cking phone!?"I can't stop myself to raise my voice to her
"Did you just raise your voice on me!?"she shout
"Not now Yuki"I coldly said and try to track her phone and then I saw Uno, Kira's friend walk towards me
"Where's Kira!?"he rudely ask
"I don't know she didn't answer her phone either"I calmly answer
"If something happend to her. You wont like what I'm going do"he warned
"You can't—"I didn't finish my sentence when Yuki spoke
"She's on the rooftop, damn it"she run towards the elevator,so we follow her when we enter she immediately push the highest floor. She keep cursing and she keep walking in circle. When the elevator stop in the highest floor she immediately walks out and run fast towards the rooftop's door. She's in hurry so I and Uno ran too. When we reach the rooftop's door she immediately open it widely. When the door open, Kira look on our way and slowly closing her eyes. We ran towards her but it's too late she closed her eyes and let her body to fall from the roofdtop. Yuki try to reach her but failed. We all failed to reach her. Under the moonlight we regret,we cried as she fall.
Yukina and Uno went down to see and get Kira's dead body. I sat down at the same spot Kira sat. I took out a royal blue box from my pocket. I sadly open it, it's her dream ring. Tears from my starts flowing again
"Babe,why??"I asked looking up
"You promise me that you'll never leave. I didn't cheat babe, I'm just with your sister all the time it's because we're setting up for my wedding proposal."I cried out loud
"Who am I going to marry now?You're gone!?You leave me hanging and alone!"my voice broke
"You're my life babe without you my life is worthless"
"I promise you babe that I'll follow you where ever you will you"
"I will keep that promise,my love"And let myself fall.
"I love you Kira, let's meet on the other side."and closed my eyes.
