文学者の恋文/The Literati's love letter

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1。言葉をあなたに捧ごう
2。この僕の心と同じ憂いを文字に籠めて
3。どれだけ綺麗に描けたならあなたに届くのか
4。涙零した二つの少し離れた雨傘
5。あなたの声が聞こえない
6。雨音が邪魔をした

7。初めて誰かに恋をしてた
8。きっとあなたも気づいていたね
9。胸を裂く切なさを手紙に綴ろう

10。言葉をあなたに捧ごう
11。この僕の心と同じ憂いを文字に籠めて
12。どれだけ綺麗に描けたなら伝わるだろうか
13。言葉にできないなんて逃げ出せない
14。まるで一人孤独な文化者
15。僕が織り上げた言葉でこそ
16。届けてみせたい

17。変わらず空は晴れない
18。二つ並んだ雨傘
19。あなたの指に触れた日
20。雨音が遠くなる

21。拙い手紙を渡したけど
22。雨に滲んだ文字が読めない
23。それでも「ありがとう」とあなたは笑った

24。言葉はあなたに贈ろう
25。もう一度いつか必ず渡すと約束した
26。そうする自分が悔しかった
27。あなたの優しさも
28。飾らぬ心を書けば幼すぎて
29。姿もない「誰か」に笑われた
30。その時忘れてしまったもの
31。幸せの中に

32。寄り添う月日は黄昏ゆけ区
33。僕らに残された時間は
34。あと僅かだと知っているのか
35。目を閉じめあなたは呟く
36。「最後に願いが叶うのならあの日の手紙を下さい」と
37。ただ言い残して眠りにつく

38。例えば「好き」と一言の手紙でも
39。あの人は大切にしてくれたのだろう
40。本当は自分も分かっていた
41。けどできなかった
42。心を綴ることから逃げ出した
43。僕は一人無カな文化者
44。語ろうとしてた「誰」のために
45。誰のために?

46。だからせめてまたあなたに会うときは
47。あの日の僕が続きを渡すから
48。ペンを走らせる窓の外に
49。雨音が響く
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漢字のふりがな:
1。捧ごう「ささごう」
2。憂い「うれい」|文字「もじ」|籠めて「こめて」
3。届け「とど」
4。涙「なみだ」|零「こぼ」|離「はな」|雨傘「あめかさ」
5。N/A
6。雨音「あめおと」|邪魔「じゃま」
7。N/A
8。N/A
9。胸「むね」|裂く「さく」|切「せつ」|綴「つづ」
10。捧「ささ」
11。N/A
12。N/A
13。N/A
14。孤独「こどく」|文化者「ぶんがくしゃ」
15。織り「おり」
16。N/A
17。晴れ「はれ」
18。並「なら」
19。指「ゆび」|触「ふ」
20。遠「とお」
21。拙「つたな」|渡「わた」
22。滲「にじ」
23。N/A
24。贈「おく」
25。必ず「かならず」|渡「わた」
26。悔「くや」
27。N/A
28。飾「かざ」|幼「おさな」
29。姿「すがた」
30。N/A
31。N/A
32。寄「よ」|添「そ」|月日「つきひ」|黄昏「たそがれ」
33。残「のこ」
34。僅「わず」
35。呟「つぶや」
36。N/A
37。N/A
38。一言「ひとこと」
39。N/A
40。N/A
41。N/A
42。N/A
43。語「かた」
44。N/A
45。N/A
46。N/A
47。N/A
48。走「はし」|窓「まど」
49。響「ひび」
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I wish to offer these words to you
The letters they contain are the same as those within my distraught heart
If I want them to reach you, how beautifully will I need to arrange these words?

The two slightly separated umbrellas that spilled over with tears
I am unable to hear your voice
The sound of the rain got in the way

This is the first time that I ever fell in love
I am sure that you also realized this
Let me write of this pain that is ripping through my heart

I wish to offer these words to you
The letters they contain are the same as those within my distraught heart
How beautifully will I need to arrange these words, if I want you to understand
I can't run away by saying, "I can't put it into words"
It's as if I was an isolated writer
It's because of these words that I wove together
That I want it to reach you

The never changing sky just won't clear up
The two umbrellas next to each other
On that day, I touched your finger
The sound of the rain disappears

I handed over the poorly written letter
The letters soaked by the rain are unreadable
But even then, you said "Thank you" and smiled back at me

I wish to send these words to you
I promised that one day I would definitely write another one
I despised myself for doing something like that
And that kindness of yours as well
Writing with an unrestrained heart is so childish
I was laughed at by a figure-less "Somebody"
the things I forgot about at that time lies within happiness

As the days and months approach, they ebb into darkness
the time that has been left for the two of us
did you know that there would be so little left
with your eyes still closed you whispered to me
"If any wish of mine were to be granted, then I'd like to have the letter from that day"
That's all she said after falling into a slumber

Even if I wrote "I love you" in that letter
she would've treasured it as her greatest possession
In truth, I myself already knew of this
But I couldn't do it at all
I ran away from writing about the feelings in my heart
I am but one powerless writer
I tried to write about it for someone's sake
But for whose sake exactly?

That's why, at the very least, when I meet you again
I'll give you the continuation of that letter
As my pen runs across the page, outside the window
the sound of the rain rings out

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 10, 2022 ⏰

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