𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒.-SUSPENDED!

first chapter ♫︎

Mafuyu's pov.

Back home from school.
I need to do my homeworks.
I can't miss this opportunity: tomorrow i'll have a chance that will determinate my final score of the exam.
I'm so excited, at the same moment a bit exhausted.
I've been waiting for it for so long, I studied for months and months, I hope the results will be worth for all the time that I passed by studying.
I can't find my books.
While searching, i find a photo; it's me and Yuki.
Tears run on my face, by thinking 'why would he do that? is it all my fault?'.
By accident, my tears falled on the book I was searching.
I sat down on my chair right in front of the desk, and started studying.
Music help me, because it gives me joy.
I was searching for new music on Spotify, and i found this band with only three listeners a month.
So, took by curiosity, i tried to listen at least a song.
They weren't songs, it was just...
kinda of an instrumental.
It was still so good.
I've could listen to it for hours.
As i finished studying, i went downstairs for dinner.
There was sushi, waiting for me!
-Hi, my darling.
I ordered sushi for the two of us.-
I live only with my mom and Tama, my lovely and cute dog.
I love my mom too.
She's always so supportive.
I don't care about the fact I don't have a father, i know there are a lot of people like that aren't ashamed of that, because of course it isn't their fault.
My mother didn't tell me why I don't have a dad, and i don't even think it is the exactly moment to ask her.
I'll just wait.
-Thanks, mom.
Thanks for everything you do for me.-
-No problem, my child.
I'll always be there for you when you need.-
My heart melted while I heard those words.
As I was saying before, she's so sweet!
But, there's a side of her that totally scares me.
When she gets angry, she goes out of mind.
She says things that I know she wouldn't never say, but she did.
Then, she cries, and tells me she loves me.
That's true, sometimes i really exhaust her, and I'm sorry for that.
But, except this, she always treats me good.
I finished dinner, and i immediately went back to my room.
I listened to music at bed, crying thinking at what I've could done when that thing happened with Yuki, but I didn't.
Maybe I should stop thinking only about that, or I'll be an egoist?
I just need to leave the past behind my actual life.
But, how could I?
He was the only love of my life.
How could I ever forget him?
I can only stop crying about it, because now i can't do anything anymore, but this doesn't mean I'll forget him!
Right?
As i was thinking about all those things, i fell asleep by listening that music.

Uenoyama's pov.

I couldn't sleep.
Tomorrow I'll have an important exam.
I constantly have this fear to not pass it.
I just decided to text with my friend Akihiko, because I passed all the afternoon and evening on the desk studying.
'Hey, Akihiko, are you still up?
Wanna text?'
'Oh, I'm sorry Uenoyama, but I'm about to go to sleep.
I'm so tired! Tomorrow I'll have a test.'
'That's ok, goodnight.' I said.
After this, i opened my Instagram, and saw someone that liked my post.
'Mafuyu.sato likes your recent post.'
Usually only my friends know my Instagram, how could have he discovered it?
I clicked on his account, and it said that it was private, so i just sent the request.
I saw that on Spotify too someone called 'Mafuyu135' liked my post, so i understood that he was one of my new listeners!
I was so happy.
Finally someone new liked our music.
Soon I'll do a tour around the city with my band to do our mini 'concerts', yea, they're small, but still concerts.
I fell asleep happy, thinking how luck I was even if not famous.

Mafuyu's pov.

The next morning I woke up really anxious.
I felt like my whole life would end if I didn't pass the exam.
I worked a lot on it, so let's just start thinking about something else!
I kept repeating in my mind the things I learned.
While going to school, I was still listening at the music I listened yesterday.
It was so good.
I saw that the man that played guitar in the band sent me a request of following on my Instagram account, good, he noticed me!
I immediately accepted, then went out of the bus and walked a bit when I finally entered at school.
I saw this boy that really looked like that guitarist.
I finished the classes.
The exam went good, now I need to wait for the results.
I went to the boy I saw in the morning, and asked him if he did know the boy ot that band, the guitarist.
He laughed.
I knew it, he totally was the boy!
-Oh, dude, I'm that boy!
Why did you search me? Do you need anything?-
I shaked my head as sign of 'no'.
He was not that taller than me.
He has deep blue eyes and short black hair with blue highlights, maybe he tinted his hair.
I stared at him for about six seconds.
-Hey, what do you have to look?
Is there something wrong with me?-
I shaked my head again.
-You could talk, eh!-
Why was he that rough? I didn't even know him!
-I'm sorry, bye.-
I just said that, too embarrassed to talk more.