Last Goodbye

Chapter 1

🔮Justine Skye🔮

I woke up with the sun beaming on my face,I reach next to me to feel no one,i guess Sean "went to work" again or whatever. I got out the bed & made it neatly then looked over at my gold iPhone 6 as it read 8:45am..I walked inside my bathroom not even being bothered to look in the mirror cause I know I look horrible..i stripped out of my boyshorts & oversized shirt & undergarments & threw them in the nearby dirty clothes hamper.. I just hopped in the shower without any hesitations. I turned the water on from cold to lukewarm & within seconds I felt all of those bruises & scars..etc, go away .. Water is the only thing that can take away my pain,insecurities,& bruises & the rest of the bullshit in my life right now .. I washed up with my Japanese Cherry-Blossom scented shower gel ,then I washed my long installed purple hair w/ black roots with strawberry scented shampoo and conditioner..after all of that I got out the shower wrapping my white towel around my bruised,bitter body & walked to my room heading straight for the closet I put on my black-fitted crop top,my green (older version) overall that I cut into shorts,& my .I went in the bathroom & blow dried & straighten it really good then curled it tightly..
I sprayed on my "Such A Flirt" Victoria's Secret perfume..I grabbed my brown Celiné mini bag,my phone,ear buds,charger,keys..etc.

I walked downstairs & there was the last person on earth I wanted to see...Sean!

"Where you going?!"

"I be back later" I said an annoyance!!!

Just as I was trying to walk out the door he grabbed my arm roughly & tightly & pinned me against the wall.. I held back the tears so I wouldn't show my sign of weakness so he wouldn't hit me..

"Answer my damn question !!! WHERE DA FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING?!!!" He yelled causing me to jump a little

"To the studio,I'm working on this new song" I said,hugging him & putting my head on his chest "I'm sorry if I worried you"

"It's ok babe just let me know,so i won't have to go crazy..ok?" He said

"Yeah" I nodded my head

I let go of him & picked up my bag bout to leave out the door but,he grabbed my hand.

"Hey,no love for me?" He said pouting,he so childish lol😂❤️
"Nope" I said with a smirk on my face

I gave Sean a kiss & that kiss turned into make out session..I pulled out my phone & it read 9:25..DAMN!!! I'm late,fuck!! I pulled away as he looked confused.
"Did I do something wrong?"he asked with confusion written all over his face

"No,I have to go to work,babe see ya' later" I said as I gave him a peck on the lips & walked out the house..

I got in my Mercedes-Benz Jeep & was on my way on the Atlanta highways heading to the studio..

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"Collide

"That was great Jus,how bout we go again tomorrow?" my producer Manny said
"Yeah,sure...."
"You leaving or you hanging out a while?"
"I'm staying where a while"
"Rd see you tomorrow"

With that being said he packed his stuff & walked out of the studio with his things. I walked over to the door & closed it.
I pulled out my MacBook Air & played this beat. I was really feeling it,so I went in & out the headphones on & closed my eyes & started singing...

[Hook]
Talk to me now
Rock with me now
You got it, I got it, lets work it out (2x)

[Verse 1]
And if I have to run through the fire
I hope its with you
And everyone can tell I'm inspired
I can't lie its the truth boy
And if I'm ever watching the sunset
Til' the light of the moon
I can't help but sit here and wonder if you're feelin it too
I'm buggin, trippin on you
I said it, I said it

[Hook]
I heard timing is everything
You came, made sense of everything
Caught me off guard a little bit
But I'm diggin it
I'm trippin on you
I'm buggin trippin on you
I said it (yeah, yeah), I said it (yeah, yeah yeah)
I've been waiting patiently
For somebody like you for me
Just about to call it quits, done with this but
Look who's on time

[Hook: x2]

[Verse 2]
I get a little weak by your presence
And I don't know why
I've never been this close to amazing
But I'm willing to try with you
And everybody says that you're perfect (don't wanna let go)
And it would really suck if you hurt me
Hope you're feelin it too
I'm buggin, trippin on you
I said it, I said it

[Hook]
I heard timing is everything
You came, made sense of everything
Caught me off guard a little bit
But I'm diggin it
I'm trippin on you
I'm buggin, trippin on you
I said it (yeah, yeah), I said it (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I've been waiting patiently
For somebody like you for me
Just about to call it quits, done with this but
Look who's on time

[Bridge]
Something that you do to me
And the way you look at me
Feels like I'm floating on air
Got the world lookin new to me
So I know you'll be good to me
I can't believe that you're here, baby

[Hook: x2]

[Hook]
I'm trippin on you
I'm buggin trippin on you
I said it (yeah, yeah), I said it (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I've been waiting patiently
For somebody like you for me
Just about to call it quits, done with this but
Look who's on time
[x2]
I heard timing is everything
You came, made sense of everything
Caught me off gaurd a little bit
But I'm diggin it, but I'm diggin it

[Hook: x4]

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After I wrapped up the studio session, I went to lunch thinking about everything that's been happening for the last 2 years...UGHHH!!!

TO BE CONTINUED....

Bug me & I won't do it...I took a break for like a million goddamn years..but I'm back...I guess lol..but I'll let y'all know my schedule..because I have a lot going on for these 2 weeks after or before that I'll let y'all know..I REALLY PROMISE RIGHT NOW..Swear!!

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I'm getting a little tired & I'm sorry..I lied & said I was doing more chapters & stuff..but I can't..well I can but I'm just to lazy..but I'm still going to try to update as best as I can...ok? Ok..

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