WARNING ! Contains Arc 3 : Stardust Crusaders spoilers.
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He came home victorious.
His mother is alive, his grand-father came back to life.
He knows what to do in his life.
However, things are wrong.
It's been a month now since Dio's death, since they cured his mother and came back home, but even if some lives are saved, other ceased to be.
Avdul and Magician's Red, disintegrated.
Iggy and The Fool, beaten to death.
Kakyoin and Hierophant Green, slashed.
His friends are dead and he must live with it now, when he is around people, he is himself, Jotaro Kujo the bad boy, but when he is alone, he is a broken mess.
He can't stop thinking about the things he fucked up since he discovered his Stand, no, since he thought he was possessed.
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The day was long, he tried to go to school but he ended up in the park, on a bench, thinking about nothing, when the sun began to set, he got up and went home.
His mother tried to say hello but he wasn't in the mood.
"Give me some space." he thought.
But didn't said anything.
His mother let him be and Jotaro went in his room, his mother is cleaver and she knows what happened, thanks to her father, Joseph Joestar. Jotaro didn't wanted her to know everything but it was her business at some point. In the end, Holly was patient with her son, she understand what he feel even if he tries to hide it, she knows that she can't do anything, she can only trust Jotaro's Stand : Star Platinum.
When he went in his room, Jotaro dropped his bag and fall on his bed, too tired to do anything, he fell asleep quickly.
Hours have passed and Jotaro waked up, because of a nightmare, at 3:am, like every night now, he can't remember the last full night he spend. He didn't even heard his mother bring him food, it's on a plate on the floor, it might be cold now. He doesn't remember the nightmare but he is still scared, just like in Saudi Arabia, another bad memory. He took off his jacket and his shoes to be only in t-shirt, jean and sockets, quickly grabbed his cigarettes and reached the window.
He tried to light a cigarette, it was impossible, he was shacking too much, he was about to crush it when a gloved hand came out oh his and light the cigarette for him.
Jotaro : ...Star ?
His Stand manifest next to him, it was strange to Jotaro, he hadn't saw him since they came back, not entirely at least, he missed him.
Jotaro : ...Thank you..
He look at the sky and smokes in silence, Star could feel that Jotaro is suffering, not only because of the cigarette, he started to move a hand carefully towards Jotaro's shoulder but his hand was slapped away. Jotaro glared at him with a dark look in his eyes, shacking.
Jotaro : Don't ever try to touch me ever again ! I don't need your pity or even you presence ! I can handle myself alone now ! UNDERSTOOD ?!
Star had a painful look on his face, he started to dematerialized, but Jotaro freaked out and shouted.
Jotaro : NO !
Star Platinum materialized fully again, curious.
