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"you do realize that if you keep worrying about what he's doing and who he's with, you'll never get over him...".
jeongin rolled his eyes, a soft sigh leaving his lips. chan smiled softly as he played with younger's soft , pitch-black hair. chan was always right. jeongin sat up, chan automatically doing the same.
"what if..." jeongin started, stopping to look at his bestfriend.
"what if i dont want to get over him", he whispered softly.
chan immediately frowned. the younger had been consumed by an evil love, desire and infatuation. toxic. he wasn't toxic though.
hwang hyunjin. as the word toxic stands in the dictionary, his picture should be printed right next to it.
he was the man who was able to catch the yang jeongin in his trap and hold him there. not only was he powerful but jeongin made him feel powerful. the best way to describe their relationship was disgusting, confusing and a total mess...although, it was fun.
the sex, the soft talks, the love and the company, but unfortunately every coin has two sides. along with the fun came the bad and boring , the constant arguing, pettiness and jealousy, sometimes they'd ignore eachother for days and there after act like absolutely nothing happened.
"come here..." chan said standing up from the bed, pulling the younger with him.
jeongin whined in protest but still followed. chan dragged the younger to the front of his mirror to stare at his awful state. the younger who's face was puffy with tears and had bag under his eyes, felt sick . he felt physically sick.
"i miss him..." the younger mumbled, a tear rolling down his cheek.
"i know..." chan sighed rubbing the youngers arms.
"i need him..." jeongin cried , turning around to sob into chan's shoulder.
the pain was utterly horrible. he hated it. every second without hyunjin was absolute torture, they said it would be the better option, but to jeongin, he felt that it was just fucking stupid.
i need to talk to him.
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