Goodbye World

She told me she loved me

I told her I loved her

She told me she would wait for me

I told her I would wait for her

She didn't mean it

I did mean it

She told me we were better as friends

I told her what she had told me a while ago

She doesn't know I have feelings for her

I told her I was talking to someone else

She had told me and now I'm heartbroken

I told her and she seems upset

She told me this is what I wanted

I told her this is what she had said to me

She doesn't know me like I thought she did

I haven't heard from her in awhile

She couldn't see my hear break into half

I am starting to get worried

She was worried but why should she be worried?

I texted her to see what was up, but I never got a reply

She had texted me, but I couldn't talk to her. Not know. Not ever again.

I kept looking at my phone hoping for a
response back, but I never got one

She kept texting me but I was never going to respond. My life is such a joke.

I tried calling her but still I got nothing

She tried calling but I blocked her number

I believe she blocked my number

She hopefully will give up soon because I know I did

I kept waiting by my phone hoping for some sort of response

She was never gonna find out my feelings for her. I mean who am I to ruin her happiness. I want her to be happy and if that isn't with me than I'll just have to live with that being so. Knowing I had my chance, but I didn't take it fast enough. Or at least while I had a chance.

I guess I wasn't going to get a response back so I will give her a few hours at most before I start to spam her

She kept spamming me. I turned my phone off. I looked at the object in my hand for a while. Deciding if I should go through with it. But I knew I wouldn't have to think for long. My mind was made up. I'm gonna do it. I am going to end my life. Right now. Tonight. No one will ever know. No one will even care. This is it. My moment of peace. I am truly sorry for giving up. But if I wasn't the one making her happy. Then I didn't want to watch someone else do it for me. Goodbye World.

I got the news. I should have known better. I guess this is goodbye for now my friend. I'll miss you. You will forever be in my heart.