the after math || steddie <3

the sad news

This is not cannon so do not take any of this seriously!
Pls do not come for me  :,)
Steve pov:
Dustin had come back from the upside down, he and Eddie went to the upside down together. I was extremely worried but I tryed not to show it.
I ran over to Dustin to see if he was okay.

"Are you okay?" I said worriedly,
He was trembling.

"Y-yeah I'm fine but-" he fell to his knees, looking down at his hands in fear.

"What happened Dustin?" I spoke with fear

"I-i" he stuttered

Finally, the one question I didn't want to ask, "where is Eddie?, Dustin " I said seriously

He started to cry.
"What happened to him Dustin !?" I shouted, my eyes started to water.

"I-im sorry... I-i couldn't save him!" He bursted out crying louder then I had ever heard before

I looked down to my hands.

"Y-your joking right!?" I pleaded, I prayed and hoped he was joking.

"I-i wish I w-was..." He stuttered

"No..no.. no no no no! You have to be joking! There's no way he-" I started to cry, so many people I cared about have died. I don't even know him for that long, why was I hurt so bad?

"I think you should go home Dustin... We will talk with Steve" robin whispered

" O-okay" he agreed and walk away, tears  still falling from his face.

"You good Harrington? " Robin asked me,

"Do I look fucking okay!?" I screamed at her, I didn't mean to get mad. It was just- I was- in so much pain...

"No... I know your sad Steve but you need to get over it, okay?" Robin said in a sweet tone.

"I agree with her, you can't stay like this, it's not good for you.." Nancy agreed

"Well you didn't seem to care for me when we broke up.." I muttered under my breath

" What was that!?" Nancy snapped at me

"I said- YOU NEVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT HOW I FELT, WHY START NOW!?" I let out all my built up anger and sadness,

"Well maybe if weren't such a jerk in highschool we wouldn't be like this!" She screamed at me

I sat there not saying a word, remember how I treated Eddie, how I treated everyone. I just sat there, crying into my lap, wishing me and Eddie could have become friends, hang out and watch movies, go to each others house and talk. How I wished for all these things, but they will never happen it's all too late-

"Just forget it-" Nancy sighed

"Come on robin" he gestured for robin to come over

"I don't think-" she was then cut off by Nancy

" Don't pity him, he will get over it sooner or later" she then turned her back and walked away, robin followed