Carving
I cant escape this feeling of torture
its like its carving into me bit by bit
slowly draining all of what's left in me
I'm suddenly tired.
tired of school.
tired of homework.
tired of my home.
tired of having to just lay in bed as thoughts stream down like a river in my head
tired of absolutely everything
I can feel this pain carving every single bit of joy I had
now I'm the one carving onto my skin
blood streaming down my wrist
as tears drip down my cheeks like raindrops.
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