I had taken a walk to calm down after going through alot with my current boyfriend I had certainly never imagined after two whole years that he would cheat and then blame me I was absolutely mortified when I took a turn I saw a car that me and my boy bestfriend always spoke about in the exact mate black shade too as I looked to see who the owner was I was frozen to the spot
And and I couldn't think I went blank It was such a surprise to me when I had finally seen my best friend after years! in my opinion he had gotten hotter for sure I had wondered if he remembers me but I did not attempt to approach him I took a step forward to see he's features to be sure it was really him
He had grown 6'3 feet tall, grown out hes hair, he's gotten a bit whiter and tattoos all over he's arms in a patched style from what I could see he had on a midnight blue suit pants and white shirt with rolled up sleeves and the jacket hung over one shoulder then I said to myself "Lee snap out of it remember the last conversation with him?"
I slowly turned around the other way now sobbing because he use to be the only one I could speak to about my problems and I was now holding to much inside I walked across the road and went to the art gallery sat down wondering how could he have forgotten of me so easily after everything we have been through together and how he promised to stay but left in the end, He's a coward! (sobbing softly in my hands)
"I bet doesn't even know" But why would he care right...
I stood up and realized that I have left the apartment for a whole 5 hours and that I wasn't even crying about my boyfriend anymore , I stood up and decided that I had enough of crying and went home (jogs off)
I got home now waiting for me was my boyfriend he's name is Lorenzo
As I walked through the doorway I found him sitting on the sofa as if nothing happened and ordered me to make something to eat at this point I had actually given up on fighting back, so I turned and went into the kitchen and made a quick dinner after I had finished that I then left to take a shower , I finshed and went to bed feeling upset
(next day)
I had woken up and decided that today I was going be better and do better for no one else but myself I drew up a chart to improve myself and have a planned schedule
I thought about thought about it a lot so I'll start gyming and I'll be filling out this form for MMA fighting n and my trading platform has already been improving and I also need to get me some new outfits because I am not even this "poor" to dress like an oldie.
I washed, got dressed then went off to the hospital to tell my brother about my new plans that I'm going to be doing
(locks the door and walks out to the door of my BMW. )
Next chapter coming soon....
