My Very First Win | Seohee +18

My Very First Win

Hello my beautiful people! ❤

I started writing the night ONEUS won on my phone's notes since I couldn't stop thinking about Seoho's tears. Then, I realized I had a lot more to say about it, so I just turned it into this Seohee one-shot xD I'll leave you the link to a translation of Seoho's words I'm quoting here so you can get an idea about what Keonhee is referring to, get your kleenex ready: 

Now I will leave you to it then, please let me know what you think about it! ❤

***

"Hyung..."

Keonhee's voice was soft, tender, still broken because of how long he had been crying out of joy that day. He had just successfully managed to shower and remove his make-up before lying still on his bed and yet, he had been unable to stop his tears from rolling down his cheeks again. He couldn't not think about Hwanwoong's and Dongju's teary eyes or Youngjo's astonished face or Gunhak's bright smile after they had heard the MCs of the Music Bank pronounce their names as the winners of the day.

Keonhee knew how much that day, that entire week, had meant for ONEUS in terms of accomplishments. He felt so incredibly happy to be living in that lifetime, to be a part of ONEUS. He was grateful, so grateful towards his parents, their To Moons, their staff, each and every single one of the other members. Everyone had done such an incredible job and Keonhee's eyes filled with tears at the thought his most special hyung had melted into sobs while they were doing the car WLive on their way back home.

"What you said earlier in the car... Hyung?" He asked again, peeking over his sheets to make sure the other wasn't already sleeping on the bed beside his own. Seoho was showing his back at him as he always did when he was too tired to have any kind of human interaction or he simply didn't want to talk.

To be roommates had helped Keonhee read into the other's silences and body language even better than he used to before. That was the reason the youngest knew exactly when he could talk to him and when he should have shut his mouth instead but, that was also why he couldn't simply shut up and let him be. That night, he simply couldn't. "Hyung, are you listening to me?" He insisted.

Seoho didn't reply, but he slightly moved to hug Hyunmoo, his new bed guardian stuffed animal, better: a sign he was listening. "What you said during the WLive... Do you really think that?" Keonhee's voice was shaking at the sole thought of being part of ONEUS without Seoho, the mood maker, the main vocal, the crackhead, the smiley, weird, adorable, hexagonal Seoho hyung everyone adored and cared about. "Do you really think there would be no difference for To Moons if you weren't here?" He asked, quoting the other's words he had pronounced in the car he still couldn't get out of his head.

Silence met Keonhee in response.

"Are you out of your mind, Seoho?" He called the other's name on purpose, trying to provoke any reaction in him, and also because that was what they always did when there were just the two of them.

Keonhee and Seoho had been way more intimate than two band mates should have been in the past. They had simply decided their dreams and ONEUS came first ever since they had made their debut. Keonhee had never stopped caring about Seoho of course, not even for a single moment, and deep down inside he knew Seoho felt the same way about him. They had gotten used to it because he knew things were better like this for the sake of their career, but Keonhee had to admit he had felt overjoyed to know Seoho would have been his roommate, months before they had happened to live the best week of their lives.