I want to die I want to kill myself I hate my mom my dad my brother all I of them I hate kids I hate dog cats I hate America I hate everyone and everything I want to die in the most messed up way I hate them I them I hate her and I love her I hate my mind I just want to leave and die I want to walk and walk and walk tell I can't walk anymore I hate eating i hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I can't do things anymore I'm just sitting and play games all day why was I even born i want to die I want to have a gun I want to kill me I hate it I hate it so much I can't wait tell I die so i can go so I can have them crying feeling bad knowing they had someone to do with this I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore I'm week I'm dumb I'm can't even have a good relationship I can't even talk to her I want to cry all day and night all week I hate eating so much but the food is good I hate it I hate food why does food have a effect on me I'm just gonna stop it's time to any ways I hate all of them and I hate hate kid I hate them I hate I just hate waking up getting up and forgetting to eat something to go to the bathroom to say good morning I hate feeling like shit I like to listen to music it makes me happy that's the only thing that's does at this point I like that song rat I like it I really like it
