Strangest Stranger - [Depressed!North Italy x iNSaNE! Reader]

Lyrics + Prologue

Lyrics~:

It's too late what a waste
You're a stranger
Shoving your words down my throat
If it's helping I'll put you to bed
With the truth cause you need it the most
I can hear the children talking
Screaming you're a wreck
If you think you're so convincing
Where's your self-respect?
I can't feel sorry for you
No

I can't watch you throw it all away
I'm not like you
Every day you make the same mistakes
I can't follow you

In a chase, so ashamed, you're in danger
Of spending your nights all alone
As you fail through the same fake emotions
Retracing your steps like a ghost
I can hear the children talking
Screaming you're a wreck
If you think you're so convincing
Where's your self-respect?
I can't feel sorry for you
No

I can't watch you throw it all away
I'm not like you
Every day you make the same mistakes
I can't follow you

And I can't watch you go down
And drag my name through the ground
Everyday you make the same mistakes
I can't follow you

Take a knife and throw it at my face
Treat us like we're a number all the same
Doesn't make a difference if it hurts
You will stoop so low where you deserve
Give me your best shot
Give me your curse
You're fucking toxic
You've shown me what you're worth

Give me your best shot
Give me your curse
You're fucking toxic
You've shown me exactly what you're worth

I can't feel sorry for you
Oh no I can't
Oh no I can't

I can't watch you throw it all away
I'm not like you
Every day you make the same mistakes
I can't follow you

And I can't watch you go down
And drag my name through the ground
Everyday you make the same mistakes
I can't follow you

I can't follow you

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Alright. Now for the prologue~ It starts off with Feli's pov. Not a good start XD

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"I can't do it any more! Someone kill me!" I cried out to no one. It was my last cry for help as blood continued to drip down my wrists and thighs as I began to push down even harder on the razor. My cuts were even deeper than before.

I hesitated to put the razor back on my skin due to the thoughts of what people would say if they saw the cuts. Who would care? No one cares about me. They wouldn't be able to see through my facade.

Just.... One more cut.... I can make it fit. I thought to myself in determination. Right next to where I carved 'Useless' and 'Worthless'. I placed the razor on my skin and pressed down as hard as I could while dragging it across my skin, creating a long, deep cut.

"That should be enough for tonight...." I whispered to myself as I grabbed arm wrap from the bathroom sink cabinets. (A/n: I dunno if you guys have bathroom sink cabinets but I do. It comes with a sink :D!) I carefully wrapped up my arms, careful not to squeeze too tight.

"What about my legs...." I asked myself. "I could just put my pants on...." I said, "No.... That will cause irritation. I'll just attempt to put some bandaid's on...."

Reader's point of view:

I twirled my knife in my hand as I walked through town with a smirk. So many horrified faces from children. Ah, (a/n: thescalenetriangle) how wonderful it is to be insane~! No one can ever get near me without being killed. It's the price they have to pay (a/n: anarmandaleg).

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KAY SO THAT'S IT BAI