I'm here I promise tubbo x ranboo

I want him

                    Tw- sad stuff bullying
   (Tubbo pov)

I walk into my classroom looking even worse then yesterday.

"What happened to now" tommy said to me
"Nothing don't worry I was just up doing homework last night" I say while giving a weak smile
"It wasn't your homework was it" tommy says looking a bit sad
"Well it was mine.....and ranboos" I say back
(ALSO NO HATE TO RANBOO YOUR AMAZING)
"Tubbo you need to stop your just breaking yourself" tommy said
"Like I get you like him and whatever but he's a jerk to you and you don't even realise" he says again
"But-" " no" he says to me "stop with this shit he doesn't like you ok and it's breaking you even more" I just look at him in shock and not listen to him
"Tubbo I'm sorry but it's the trut-" "just shut up tommy" I say back

This happens all the time tommy telling me that he's not worth it then we don't speck for a couple days.

(Time skip to end of class aka lunch)

I walk into the cafeteria and walk past the table ranboo sits at "Tubbo" I hear and turn around "come over here for a minute" ranboo says and my face heats up "yes" I ask " I deleted you number off my phone by accident can I have it please" he says and I take his phone and put my number in "there I say a bit sad and turn around before getting pushed on the floor by someone "aww is he upset I wonder why, why don't you tell us huh" techno says
I just stand up and leave but as I got to walk away I get tripped again  I sigh and look up with tears in my eyes "aww look he's crying now so sad" techno says again while everyone laughs I just get up and run to the bathroom
              Tw here stay safe people

I look at myself in the mirror does he not like me cause I'm weird or ugly what am I doing wrong I think why was he laughing as well is what tommy said true no no it can't be I think and shake my head I wash my face and get out of the bathroom smiling I check the time 20 more minutes till lunch is over then I am free for 60mins yay I think and head to out the back of the school near the grass thinking I never really remembed what it was called they never really explained it fully just a stupid name this school called it I sigh and turn my head to the football team practicing and my eyes lock on him ranboo why does he have to be so perfect I go over to a bench and just watch them practice while also scrolling though twiter then I get a notification

(❤️ranboo❤️)
Wanna come over later

I sigh and think he was just laughing at you falling ove so the more responsible thing to do is turn him down nicely ok tubbo you can do this

(Tubbo)
Sure I would love to what time

FUCKKKKK i think to myself wtf wtf I needed to turn him down not say yess what am I thinking
But he's so dreamy I can't say no I get a another notification

(❤️ranboo❤️)
Ok how bout after school you can come home with me and I will drop you off home

(Tubbo)
Ok then see you soon

(❤️ranboo❤️)
I think you can already see me since your looking at me dummy

My face turns red and I duck under the table and hide there

(Tubbo)
Am not

"Oh really" I hear behind me and freeze I stand up and face him h-hi boo I say still flustered he just laughs he picks me up and sits me on the seat and sits down

"I'm sorry for my friends by the way they can be jerks" he says sounding guilty "it's fine"I say back smiling "are you sure" he says again

"Yep never better"

"Ewwwww why are you sitting with this nerd" I hear behind me and look to see sapnap techno and dream

"Come on let's go"

"NOW RANBOO"

"I want to talk to him for a bit more tho i will be over soon" ranboo starts

"Awww you would want to hang out with this fatty" dream says

"Don't call me fat"

"And why's that huh" he says

"Bc I'm not fa- that fat" I say while looking down

"Wow who lied to you" dream says and laughs

I look down again and start to get tears in my eyes I get up and walk away

"#chubbo" I hear behind me

I start to run away and leave I walk out the school gates and run home

Tw.   Drunk people and people getting hurt

I run in the door to hear my dad damit I thought he was passed out I try to sneak up the stairs but it creaks

"Is ThAt YoU bOy"

I hear and sigh

"Yeah it's me dad"

"WhAt DiD I sAY about calling me that " he yells
Come over here boy

I slowly walk Over and try my best not to cry

WALK FASTER I DONT HAVE ALL DAY he says and walks over to me and smashes my head into the wall several times and then hits me with the half dranken bottle

I feel my arms burn as the cuts from the bottle meet the bear and sting and I run up to my room lock the door and walk over to my bathroom to clean myself up

Another tw sorry I didn't put al of these at the to but oh well self harm
I look at myself in the mirror and fix my self up I open my draw to find a tissue to clean the water and see a razor blade without thinking I picked it up and moved it closer to my skin and slice it letting the blood quickly run down my arm I sigh again feeling i sence of freedom and rap a bandage around the cuts and go to lay in be bc I am really tired

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Ok so that's the first chapter hope you like anyway I'm really tired so good night also ideas are available if you want me to do them put them in the comments love you all

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