Now you see me

She will

PSA. This is a real life situation with real ppl, it involves a little racism, heart break, and drugs addiction, mental illness, so please be open minded and if these trigger you in any way i recommend not reading

August 14~

           Checked my instagram searching for your name to see that I'm still blocked. I could really use you right now, left feeling so empty and hatred for what you did. Today is my grandmother's funeral, I wish you was here to hold me to wipe my tears. Why do you have to be so heartless Kuroo...,.

Hours later~

         The ride from the funeral to work was brutal, walking into work with barely anything in me. Akaashi was the first to greet me but only to get a half smile back, I felt bad walking past not being able to give anything more, akaashi was one of the people who trained me when I first started he was cute but not really my type, clocked in walked back to the front to give fake smiles to people who walk in, akaashi and kiyoko came up so did the manager. The night went by fast, akaashi and me was left kiyoko went home. A couple minutes later, akaashi came up to me he was on the phone with his best friend bokuto. "Hey name you should give me your instagram." Bokuto said then akaashi handed me his phone. I gave it to him and soon after he messaged me, [yooo] I just looked at it, I finished the rest of my shift we close later on fridays. I replied saying hey. I don't expect to go anywhere.
() name [] bokuto

(Hey)

[how you doing?]

(Ok, ig wbu)

[I'm straight wym ig tho wassup?]

(Just a long day)

[ Soooo tell me about it I wanna know how your day was]

(My grandma's funeral was today and it was bad for personal reasons that others agreed with but didn't say it like I did, work was work now home is finna be ass. But I did repay akaashi twice in one day, and got to see my grate grandma and she called me pretty and means a lot)
(But wbu)

[Well from what I'm seeing you are pretty and I'm sorry to hear that]
[But my day was boring asf but I got a interview tomorrow early in the morning]

( ware at, And don't be you have nothing to be sorry for)

[KJs by my high school]

(Ah)

[Pretty suckie but gotta make some kinda money]

(Yea, I wish you luck.)

[Nah I really pretty much got the job they need people bad anyway I really wanted to be over there with y'all]
[I'm tryna see u in person]

(Tbh my jobs not that kool but every one has a different view on it and two I'm not that kool in person)

[Liesss, You got everybody over there]

(I mean out side of ppl)

[Well maybe the situation ain't that good but still coworkers make life better]

(Yeah a lil ion like a couple)

[Huuuh]
[Gotta like the coworkers]
[That's how you have fun working]

(No cuz I don't like white ppl)
(Expect my bestie)
(He ok)

[But your white tho right]