So my feelings. Those are complicated. I'm a workaholic. I'm a full time student. I have a boyfriend of two years who I really do love but here's the thing that makes me awful. Although I have this amazing boyfriend who hasn't done anything wrong, I'm starting to get feelings for a theater major. I know it's awful. I would never pursue these feelings, but I cannot deny that they are there. I haven't been able to tell anyone so this is honestly nice. I'm aware I'm not actually talking to anyone though. I'm just happy I can get this out. This man he gives me chills when he sings and he's a photographer. He loves taking pictures and I love that. I almost wish I had met him sooner but I also don't know if that would've changed anything. I promise I love my boyfriend. Although it sounds like I do not but it is complicated as every relationship is. As I've already said I know it doesn't give me a right to these feelings and I wish I didn't have them. I just don't know how to get rid of them. I want this man to sing to me at night. To cuddle with me and take pictures in our matching pjs. But I already have the perfect person to do that with. I hate myself for these feelings but I know that I'll shake them off... right?
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Diary type shit
De TodoI just need to let some feelings out and people can tell me whether I'm shitty or give advice if they want or just read to see that everyone is going through something 🤷🏼♀️
