Gay shit

Rants that are copy and pasted

This is from a Google doc that I have shared with them 

I think it'll be nice to have in here! And I'll get to typing part 2 bc... 

Yeah 

<333 

Happy early 6 months, my Rose

Number oneeee!~ your beautiful eyes <33 

Though you may not see it, or understand it, I find your eyes to be very beautiful. I love every color, which does include brown. It's like a chocolate pudding, or maybe those delicious dirt cakes! Maybe even just the rich soil of earth itself. For whatever it reminds me of, it's something I enjoy! Something sweet just like you, or something so beautiful and rich, ready to grow into something more strong and fascinating. I love your eyes, even if you can't see it yourself. <3

Number 2; the tangent I went on about you because I don't feel like typing a paragraph rn so this is just like a lil reminder to you about how much I adore and look up to you

I don't like the thought of "be ashamed of scars", for, I find it quite a symbol for strength and determination. Even if you relapse thousands of times, I'll still find you strong. You're still going. And I find that the most attractive part of someone, to keep going, if anything it aspires me.. You're going through shit that's so so much more worse than mine and yet you still Continue with life? Not as in a degrading bad way, just, proud of you! You go through so much, and still are here, and it aspires me to keep going. There've been too many times where I wanted to literally give up during the time of knowing you. So many times I almost gave into my own thoughts. But then I remember I have you, I have people like you in my life.

And I guess that makes my life worth living..

Number 3; Your laugh 

Okkayy okayy! Yes I know, cheesy and shit! But it's true, your laugh is so god damn adorable to me. It brings me this some-sort of joy and happiness even when I'm going through a really bad depressive episode. You make me happy, like really happy. I love your giggle, your cute laugh, just you in general makes me melt. I can't wait to see that cute face of yours and kiss you all over!! I love you so much puppy! 

Number 4; your cute ass mother fucking face, I swear to non-existent God holy shit—

Your face is just so fucking cute like oh my fucking God. I just want to smooch every last part of your face. From your forehead to your lips, I just wanna kiss you all over. I love your smile so much, I can't wait to see it one day! I just want to hold you closely and smooch you and kiss those lips of yours. Like please I am literally in love with you heLp-

Number 5; Ggshdmajfjakjcjdmfjsjcnsndnsndnxnsnw *gay pancjc* 

HDNFJSKVJSJJXJDJSJSJAJS, LIKE- OKAY I SUCK (COCK *AHEM*) AT EXPLAINING MY EMOTIONS. BUT BUT, LIKE- OH MY FUCKING GOD, I CANT TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES I GAY PANICKED OVER YOU. LIKE- DNFNSKIFIS- THE WHOLE REASON IM WHINY WITH YOU IS BECAUSE I KEEP GETTING OVERLY FLUSTERED AND I JUST CAN ONLY REPLY POORLY BC IM SO EMBARRASSED TO SAY SOMETHING WRONG AND RLLY GAY. ANYWAYS, I LOVE YPU, PLZ STOP (DONT STOP BTW) MAKING ME GAY PANIC. 

Number 6; your smile :]

I truly do love your smile and everything about your cute ass face. I want to just kiss you all over with how adorable you are. I love you with all my heart and I can't wait to actually see your smile one day in real life. I can't wait to hold you gently and kiss you with a smile. I will always love you forever and ever my darling. <3

Number 7; random tangent on top of my head

I'm not great at my emotions, much less explaining or expressing them, But you make me happy. You honestly make me smile and I hope you read this sooner or later. Thank you for loving me just as much, and thank you for caring for me darling. I don't feel this way about anyone else, and I hope this lasts into the future. I love everything about you and I want you to understand how much I love you, thank you again and again. I love you so so much, you've always been so beautiful to me, and i just- I am so close to actually kissing you everywhere you dont like about yourself and list off why i love it >:(