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Chapter One
Scared of you

Letting go is scary if anyone had told me falling in love would be scary I wouldn't have done it

I feel like I gave him everything my body my heart my feelings my trust...just to be played a fool

It was like he knew how to play peoples heart strings right words that make you want more make you feel like you need it when you don't

Now I have to leave learn how to feel my on feelings not on what guy tells me how I feel

But then again once you get played with once it's almost like it's addicting

"Tighanri up to the office the boss needs you"

Oh fuck me man of course I need to be yelled again

"I'm here sir how may I help you"
I say with a fake smile on my face and a cheerful tone

"Tighnari you were late all last week late today I don't know how long you can keep this up"

I told you why I was late jack ass we have multiple serves here you don't need me twenty four fucking seven!?

"I already told you sir the train was late and my roommate is sick"

"Well that seems like a you problem fix it or we have to let you go!"

Of course he snaps well watch me bitch I can snap to

"Sir I don't think you understand it's more like a you problem calling me into work on my off days and feeding me Bull shit I don't need this ether let me go now are deal with the situation because I don't have all damn day!"

Damn it if I just kept my mouth shut be he doesn't know what I have been through paying bills alone taking care of a child

I noticed he has been silent I look at him dead in the eyes after spacing out in my on thought

"Get out of my office clean your locker we're done!"

"Good suck my dick bitch!"

Oh you dumb ass if you just dealt with the lecture you will still have a job now how can I take care of them

Time skip

I made it into my house I was happy to see collei they were like a sibling to me

I walked In just to see him

"Hun you didn't tell collei was sick let me help you"

"Get out and don't call me that!"

"Baby collei let me in after all let's take care of her together"

"Get out,get out I told you I want you out my life out of every thing go find some bitch to fuck on the road!"

"Baby let's not play that way what will collei feel you want to hurt her feelings huh?"

"Them,they have told you they/them you are hurt their feelings but use the wrong things on them"

"Oh right the whole pronouns thing don't you get that 'they' are so confused"

"Get out that's who they are I don't want you here they don't want you here get out!"

"Fine but you will miss me love ya"

He says as he gets his jacket and walks out

He is such a dick head why can he just leave me alone me and collei

I still feel like his hands are on me every place he has touched

Where his eyes has seen places that will never be shown again

I hate that fact that I'm playing the fool me out of all people

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