In my whole life, all I ever wanted was to have someone whom I'll consider as a part of me. Someone who's willing to lend a shoulder when the world tries to leave me behind. Someone I can call my home, peace, and comfort. Someone who's worth the risk.
Everything I imagined could've been perfect.. something I can call my own story.
Our story.
But the universe is just too cruel. Everything I imagined, hoped for.. slowly took a wild turn.
It all started when my best friend asked me to jog. Busy ako non kakagawa ng mga tambak kong gawain sa school. You know, modular thingy. And at that time I was still busy sa rp. I was spending most of my time talking to strangers. And then when she asked me, I was like "No! I don't want to." Masyado akong busy para magjogging. But there's this feeling that's keep pushing me na "Go jog! Try mo lang! Wala namang mawawala." And pinag isipan ko. I was aspiring to join badminton that time so parang nagkaroon na rin ako ng motivation.
And that day comes.. The day I wasn't expecting that could change me, the whole me to be a better version of myself. Where I all experienced all of my first with him. Him. The guy I wasn't ready for. Para siyang isang pagsubok na hindi ko napaghandaan.
I was in a healing stage back then. Never expecting to meet someone and be part of my life. I was clearly a different person. But this guy showed. At first, I wasn't interested. I was just surveying the way he plays, no more, no less. Hindi ko inaasahan na darating ang araw na kung saan madadali ako sa sarili kong mga patibong. Mga patibong na hindi ko alam kung matatakasan ko ba.
Sa bawat araw na lumilipas hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman. The moment I saw those eyes, I know I was captured. Captured by those hazel brown eyes. It was unexpected, fast, but I could almost tell every detail.
I was stunned.
All my life, I never knew that the person standing in front of me would be my biggest plot twist.
Every days had gone by, feels surreal. Nights that kept me awaken. I just couldn't imagine, nor tell what I'm feeling. I couldn't explain. Ano ba talaga to?
Was I falling inlove?
No.
Love takes time, but this one's different. Hard to tell.
Gusto kong sabihin, ipaliwanag, ngunit ako mismo hindi alam kung ano nga ba talaga.
Was I able to find answers?
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His Glance
FantasyOur paths crossed at an intersection, everything paused when I met you. The world slowly stops as I stare into those hazel brown eyes. I couldn't utter a thing, but the only thing I knew I was already captured by your glance.