Selina's pov
I wish. I wish. I wish. He should be mine not hers. I to be honest don't know why I am so jealous. I am his best friend. We put each other before anything, except for apparently her. He used to be different you know. He used to talk to me. Now when I am walking in the halls he doesn't even notice me. I have to start the conversation. I am tired of it.
I walk over to my speaker and plug my phone into it. I turn on my favorite song. Stitches by Shawn Mendes. Then I start singing along.
I thought that I've been hurt before
But no ones ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breath me back to life
Got a feeling that I am going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover and move On
You watch me bleed until I can't breath
Shaking
Falling onto my knees
And now that I am without your kisses
I will be needing stitches
Tripping over myself
Aching
Begging you to come help
And now that I am without your kisses
I will be needing stitches
Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Ohh you lured me in and I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I am going to reap what I so
I'm left seeing red on my own
I am about to start singing again until I hear clapping. I turn around to see Connor.
"Omg I thought you were with Madison." I say
"Well I canceled because I haven't been spending enough time with you. "he says
"Hey we should make a video." He says out of the blue.
"Okay what about?" I ask
"We should go to McDonalds get a happy meal and blend it into a smoothly and drink it." He says
"Lego."
"Okay let me grab my keys."
"No need we will take my car."
"Okay"
When we got to the McDonalds we both got happy meals. The only difference was that I was gonna eat mine, unlike him. We got back to my house and he started the video.
Skip Video
"Okay I a only going to finish this because I like happy meals" he states.
"Okay have fun" I say
"I will, I really will." He says sarcastically
"Hey don't get all sarcastic on me you pr the one who wanted to blend it." I say sassily
"Fine." He says
He finishes It then we get on our phones for a while. The only thing that I can't help but notice is that he is staring at me.
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Secrets (Connor Franta)
RandomSecrets. There isn't much to say about them. All I can do is tell you mine. I have to tell him how I feel. I'm getting so bored of this though it goes the same way every time and he needs to know now. I'm just not ready. My name is Salina. I am Conn...
