Letter's to the people who have hurt me

1: My Father

I'm so fucking tired of letting you continuoisly hurt me.

Since the beginning you have set me up for failure.

I know I deserved a better father.

And I know you of course are too blind to see all the terrible things you have done.

But I don't need you to see that, or feel that.

I don't need you to validate me.

I'm validating myself, you've hurt me, emotionally, physically, and mentally.

Not only have you caused me amense amouts of trauma, you have also made it so I am not able to trust people.

But thats okay, I forgive you.

I forgive the terrible choices you've made and continue to make.

And someday when you die, I will not be there, I will not visit your grave, and I sur as hell will not cry.

You are not worth my tears anymore.

The little girl I once was, she deserved better, I deserved better.

But she needs to heal, and it starts by forgiving you.

Worst part is, I don't even hate you.

Because through all of this, you're still my father.

I just feel so much hurt and anger, I must let it go.

Because you are nothing, you're meaningless.

I don't care what happens to you anymore.

-Aaron