Sometimes I just want to cry, sometimes I feel like I'm not enough and never will be, sometimes I feel like nobody likes me. I don't know why. I have never done anything to anyone and never hurt anyone but it seems as if people see me as a monster. The only person that loves me is my girlfriend, she is everything I ever need. She is so perfect, her eyes are like a sunset, her smile is like looking at a sunrise, her body is so damn perfect, her personality is everything. She is the reason I'm here, the reason I smile, the reason I get out of bed in the morning, the reason I want to be here.