Five Letters

6 1 0
                                    

Five letters

Cptsd

A diagnosis, more importantly

validation

Cptsd

five letters

and my stomach has been sick for 18 days

five letters

Cptsd

and my breath is taken

panic, deodorant, body odor, gulping air, stunned and hyperventilating

Cptsd

five letters

and my body crawls at night

five letters

Cptsd

I saw the way you looked at me

hypervigilance, paranoia, waiting for the other shoe to drop

Cptsd

five letters

abandoned, confused, broken-hearted

five letters

Cptsd

reality and confusion

memories and delusion

Cptsd

five letters

realizing you were fucked from the beginning

five letters

Cptsd

disassociate

Cptsd

five letters

death is here, there and everywhere

it is permanently anticipated

it is deserved

five letters

Cptsd

Rage

sadness

hopelessness

loneliness

rejection

exploitation

manipulation

invalidation

triangulation

realization that the idealization was a true abomination

five letters




Five LettersOpowieści tętniące życiem. Odkryj je teraz