A lot of people say that if you have a new house, it's a new journey, a new love, and because of that love, there's a new pain.
Matagal na den simula nung napagplanuhan nung tito ko na bumili ng bahay. It takes 2 years bago kami nakalipat kaseh madaming papeles na kailangan. So nung time na nakuha na nmen yung bahay i think every the other day pumupunta kami para linisan ito.
Nung unang punta ko sa bahay na yun i think i see a glimpse of hope i don't know what that is. Siguro dito sa bahay na toh madedevelop yung maturity ko. I was 12 back then, but guess what i have 2 exes HAHAHAH. I dont think true love yung nafeel ko sa mga past relationship ko. They say its just a puppy love. Curios lng kong baga kaya nakapasok sa relationship na ganun. Second day nang pagpunta namen sa new house para maglagay ng wallpaper I see this boy. A boy who's filming a tiktok video. A boy who's dancing so happily. I was stunned beacause di ko nmn alam na ganun pala yung love at first sight HAHAHHAHA. Well he's dancing so happily and i like dancing too. So siguro sa moves niya ako na love at first sight , siguro HAHAHAHHA.
Simula nun if ever pupunta kami para maglinis lagi akong nakaayus. Kung dati wala akong pake kung anong itsura ko ngayun bawat segundo siguro tumitingin ako sa screen ng phone ko para magsalamin. Then time passed lumipat na kami. Nung bumili ako sa tindahan tinanong ako nung tindera kung anong name ko, may nagpapatanong daw. And i was like, what!? Then yung nga binigay ko malay mo nakikipag friend lng diba. Atsaka i was hoping it was him .
Then next day someone chatted me, he said " hi" . Ngayun sure na ko siya tlga yung nagpatanong ng name ko. The guy that i was hoping for just chatted me, OH MY G!!!! So i responded naman i isaid "hello" then we chatted for long time and i think the more we talk online the more i fell harder to him. Its April 27 . Its my birthday. Some of my friends is pumunta sa bahay. Obvi para makikain HAHAHAH.
And that guy is sitting outside talking to his friends. I was so shy cause my baal wants us to film a tiktok video. I mean sino bang di mahihiya? Yung crush mo papanoorin ka sumayaw duhhhhhh.
Then we film na nga yung trend na ''my bestie your bestie ttlikentogether "🎵🎵. Pagtapos naming magfilm nag papasahan kami ng lobo tapos napaka badtiming nung lobo. Ba nmn sa laki ng street namen bakit dun pa pumunta sa harap ng crushhh koo. So etoh na nga nahiya na ako. Tumatawa kase sila ng tropa nila. Nakakahiya talaga. So ayun na nga kinuha ko. Time passed at gabi na nga.
Umuwi na yung mga friends ko at etoh si mama lasing. Sumuka si mama so nilinis ko. Sa baba na kami natulog pang gabi nmn tito ko eh. Then this guy chatted me na "parang bata daw yung friends ko" like helloo bata nmn kami ah, kala mo kung sinong matanda eh 16 ka pa lng nmn. That night i confessed to him. I said that i like him. And he said "okay". Thats crazy i was so young back then. I was so braved AHHAHA. How i wish na ganun na lng ako.
Then nagkadevelopan na nga kami ng feeling. Our callsign is "baby". Panis AHHAHAHAH .
Then our first gala together is pumunta kami sa elementary school to get something. And on our way pauwi. He held my hand. Magkawak kamay kaming umuwi. Tapos nakita kami ng bestfriend ko, so bumitaw ako. Di ko inexpect yun kaseh all he do while walking is playing on his phone. Then may time umalis sila mama kaseh one of our kamag anak is namatay. Sa tita kami natulog kaseh ayaw ni mama na maiwan kami sa bahay. He said that he miss me. Kinilig ako siyempre. Tapos that time the moon is big yet beautiful atah so he send me a pic of it. Then we talk through video call. He's singing while were talking another reason kung bat ako nafall sa kanya. Di nmn siya ganun kagaling kumanta pero para sa akin that time mala Jungkook yung boses niya HAHAHHA.
Second gala pumunta kami ng medyo malayo at medyo matagal. He came closer to me and held my waist. I immediately remove it cause im not ready in that kind of affection. Atsaka nakakahalata na si mama na nag uusap kami. Sabi pa nga ni mama tigilan ko daw yun. I was like, siya kaya yung nag approach di ako noh. Pero ako atah yung nag set ng relationship namin. Habang pauwi na kami is nakita kami ni mama. And pinagalitan ako. That time i was so nervous. Mama said that she doesn't trust me anymore. My mama chatted him. Blocked him. I was so sad back then. Then were forced not to talk to each other. There's a time na he tried to talk to me pero umiwas ako. Syempre iiwas ako natatakot ako sa mama ko eh. There's a time na he created a new acc. On tiktok and tried talking to me. Nung una di ko pinapansin kaseh stranger yun eh. Then one of his comments reminded me of that guy. So i quickly ask that user. "**** ikaw ba yan?" I ask. And he said " oo" . So i quickly block that acc. Ayoko na ng problema. It looks like nahihirapan din siya mag move on, kase he keeps chatting me "hi" , and every special event like Christmas and new year is nakabati siya sa akin. Nagtataka ba kayo pano niya ko nachachat? gumawa kaseh siya ng new fb acc. Ganyan niya ako kamahal chourrrr.
And now its year 2023 and i was hoping na babatiin niya ako, but he didn't. He was so happy holding that yung ano yung nagiispark lusis ba yun. He was so happy habang pinapaingay yung motor niya. He's enjoying this new year. And etoh ako pinapanood siya. A friend of mine said that he's asking kung ok lng ako and she said that, that guy really loves you " tamang tao pero maling panahon" she added.
Is he really the right person for me? Is it really true na tamang tao siya para sa akin, pero maling panahon? I really hope na hindi pa ito yung ending naten. Na sana kapag na achive na natin lahat ng pangarap naten is magkita tayo. Na sana magkita tayo ulet kahit di pa naaabot yung dreams natin, basta iyon na yung tamang panahon. I'll continue this story of us, if we meet again. Ito lng yung sigurado ako, i really love you and im sorry kung im ignoring you right now. This is not a puppy love anymore, cause i really love you. Its been 2 years since we last talk and i really miss you and i still love you.🙃
