I look at your crying face. I know how scared and angry you are. I know that in the back of your mind you keep thinking, "how did it end up like this?"
You are a perfect friend. All smiles and sunshine. The complete opposite of me. You are always the first one to defend me against strange rumors. The first one to ask if I am okay. Will you believe me if I tell you this is not what I really want?
But one day he appeared in your life. Messing the balance that we have. It pains me to see you always with him.
So please don't hate me. The arsenic is slowly killing you. I promise you though, this is the last time I will kill for him.
