The fear in me
Past, present, future...
No matter where I look
It scares me
I am scared that everyone fools me
I am scared that they capture my heart and tear it
I am scared that I will be the protagonist of a tragic fairy tail
I am scared that they will leave me when I need them the most
I am scared that I will give my everything and get nothing
I am scared that my needs are shortly fullfiled
I am scared that the happiness will go away
I am scared that I will be all alone again
I am scared that I will be thrown away
I am scared that nobody will see my shine
I am scared that I will be ignored
I am scared that I will never be understood no matter how much I explain myself
I am scared that I will be left alone no matter how much I beg
I am afraid
I am scared
I wanna be protected
I wanna be understood
I wanna have stable friendships
I wanna have a stable life
I want to have a safe environment
I wanna be always around people
I want to be happy
I want to achieve my dreams
I want to get what I deserve
I want no more lying
I want the truth
I want life
My fear destroys but also leads the way
I must follow the right steps
I must find what I desire
I must make myself happy
I must get what I deserve
I must follow the right steps
And that will be possible if the fear in me
The insecurities in me
The dark side in me
is also what keeps me going and shows me the way to the correct steps.
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poems by me
PoetryI am writing some poems and publish them xD.I write about many good and bad things based on what I feel or what I am interested in.This is a new hobby of mine. Lately I have realized that I am very artistic. I write stories, poems. I even used to wr...
