𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒➴𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌

rants ig

Rant 1

So I'm scared from making new friends I'll start talking to them. More and leave my old friends behind because this has happened to me before I just stopped talking to them and we had dry ass conversation and then left to go talk to our other friends and I'm scared this'll happen again even though it's my fault that happened in the first place it still hurts to think about it tbh- but yeah j can accept it was my fault and I'm scared of making the same mistake again

Rant 2

Also another thing I made my friend uncomfortable with me joking that we're soulmates and when. I apologized she told me she felt uncomfortable with me joking around about us being soulmates (dw we solved it and we're good now) but like- I GET SO NERVOUS WHEN I DO SOMETHING WRONG CAUSE I'M SCARED EVERYONE IS GONNA HATE ME- so just listen if I make uncomfortable just tell me I won't be mad I'll just he anxious and I'll stop whatever I'm doing and not do it again-

Rant 3

I love my wifey so much I'm sad we aren't talking anymore because of me not being on wattpad like I used to (I used to go on here on a daily basis idk why) but I'm more on tiktok I sadly have cotton attached to it and I. LITERALLY MADE MYSELF A PLATFORM THERE I SAID I'D MAKE 1 VIDEO THEN GOT CAUGHT UP ON DISCORD BOTS AND GOT COMFORTABLE POSTING ON TIKTOK SOMEHOW anyways I love my babygirl I'm really scared because on her carrd she talked about sewerslide and the over thinker I am thinks right now she's trying to commit but again one of her cat died so she's probably grieving or something or occupied with her school chat on discord which is sad because I'm barely on discord anymore

Rant 4

SO TELL. ME.... DOES SCARA LOOK 14 ? Being the anime fan I am when I saw him I didn't think about his age I just tho he was hot but I assumed he was 20 idk why ppl say he looks 12 but being the bitch I am. I'm
love resisting to not call him daddy when I see fanart of him because someone told me not to (they said they're ok with me being a scara simp just don't sexualize him) BUT THE FANARTS MAKE HIM LOOKS LIKE AN ADULT I CAN'T HELP BUT BARK like scara in game is cutie patootie I would squish is face but fanarts.. He's daddy he's babygirl he's RAGATATATATAT MEOW MEOW 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️ so is it bad I simp for him like that? Or you could say sexualize him ig because yes he had a baby face but like alot of people in genshin have baby faces like Diluc and he's 20 but Scaramouche is 500 or something but he just is very short and had a baby face but obviously I think this is different than sexualizing an anime girl who looks 4 but is actually a 6000+ dragon girl with big boobs cause she looks 4 probably acts 4 if she doesn't then idk and SOMEONE SAID SCARAMOUCHE ACTS LIKE A CHILD he's just really goofy but he also committed a billion crimes but like anyone can do that but idk alot of the genshin characters who aren't minors have baby faces I think- LIKE I JUST HAVE A TYPE FOR SKINNY AND SHORT GUYS BUT NOW I'M QUESTIONING IF I'M BEING A PEDO (Even though I'm a minor idk if that justifies it) FOR BEING ALL BAKRBSKR FUCK ME DADDY OVER SCARAMOUCHE idk it he after 14 but I know he's goofy asf and has a nice voice

(Will updated if I have more rants)