Voices

Ain't been able to write cause the voices in my head want to be heard can't say too much don't like people in my business they don't like me cause I'm to real don't live by the system cause it's too many flaws in the Matrix they're brainwashing us all keeping us under forever if you're mind to free Label you insane well guess I'm insane cause I listen to voices in my head don't fall for anything stand for something don't follow rather create my own wave can't stop the voices they telling me go harder & I'm proud of you came a long way didn't think I'll make it this far voices use to tell me I'm a failure remember zeros in my bank account had me off track no more distractions way to serious right now can't let go of my pride won't ever ask for a helping hand I'll figure it out by lonesome know a lot of people talking down on my name know they couldn't walk a mile in my shoes couldn't survive my life choices took all the wrong turns seen a lot love turn sour voices in my head got me fighting a mental warfare rather be alone in my thoughts fighting demons voices telling me these niggas ain't my friends telling me these bitches don't love me they just want to use me till they can't anymore if everything falls who really gonna be here for a Nigga starting to see the only person love that matter is my mommas people going back to her throwing me under the bus painting the wrong image of a nigga careless let them look like nitwits she know I'm a good nigga just a product of my environment didn't fall for the trap
Mama I'm too slick for handcuffs don't speak pig Latin forever free my niggas out them hell holes my Dawg came home just to go back in miss my niggas who got forever and a day cried the hardest when my brother died still don't come around when we start letting bitch niggas round see the hoe in these niggas they like they momma to many emotions all talk ain't grow up off the internet real life vibes only rather have conversations with myself before I open up again can't let nobody in to locked in fighting through the Charlie horse don't feel the pain been awhile since I've felted a thing learned to love it turned into a stoic life a bitch who loves slow dances in the rain took my two left feet out there looking goofy dancing  lost in my thoughts ain't running walking towards the voices hoping they lead me to my blessings & not my doom cause I'm just like biggie ready to die life isn't promised we only get one life so why waste time living in fear fuck them voices ain't you in control don't lose yourself in this dirty world stay pure keep your goals in sight don't lose your vision voices in head telling me this isn't the end .....

Yours truly

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