𝐷𝑜𝑝𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒, 𝑆𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑛, 𝑂𝑥𝑦𝑡𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑛- 𝑅𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

𝐹𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒- 𝐸𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑤𝑜

Dear Diary,

I have to see Nancy again tomorrow.

I've somehow managed to avoid her since what I wrote about last time... but, now I have to go on another second-hand date.

I'm scared it will be awkward, although it's not even my thing to worry about.

Will the event feel proper now? I hope not.

When I came out, I said to her that it was almost like we were on our own little date. I did correct myself, and say as friends, incase she got the wrong idea- but now I'm wondering if it's my fault?

Does she think I'm interested in her?

I'm not.

Is she interested in me?

If you really think about it, why would you kiss someone just because they hadn't been kissed? It makes no sense.

And it's scaring me.

Quite a lot, actually.

I've never felt so unworthy of any of this, if I'm being completely honest.

If being loved makes me second guess myself this much, I don't want to be.

Anyway, why am I thinking about it so often if I don't even like her? Is it normal to do that?

Probably, right?

-Robin