Anxiety rules my every move
It grows like wildfire, burning inside of me
Like the sharp blade of a knife at my throat
Ready to stab at any moment
Dying could be an option, a path, an escape
But fear pushes it down; and thus I suffer again
What is my impact on them?
Do they really like me?
Or is our friendship bound by hate
to break me at any moment
to ruin my all my life
to kill any hope
to have me know I was never good enough
Not for them.
And how can I leave her?
We don't speak all that often anymore
It feels as though we are drifting apart
And it truly breaks my heart
I don't want to go
to feel the pain again
With hurt that haunts me everyday
Please just let me stay
But the days get less
And I get more worried
I get more stress
And here comes the Anxiety
