I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending battle
Between myself and myself
I hate everything
Then I hate myself
So much it's not even a joke anymore
I feel like my life is in the grips of a creature
That I hear in my head
And it's grown so strong
My heart can't take it
Stop
My heart can't fight back
Help
I try my best every day
I pretend
I endure
That's all I ever do
I'm feeling horrible
But I will put on a smile
A mask
At this point I'm feeling suicidal
I'm stuck in a loop of hell
This is depression
Will this end
Can I make it end already
Please
I'm begging for help inside my head
The only release I get
Is falling asleep
I just feel like everyday is the same
Every day is an attack
I'm in a nightmare
And I can't get out...
