I will not commit suicide this time

{ الموت } { death }

لقد رجعتُ الى المنزل من الثانوية وكالعادة بعد ان استحممت وتناولت طعامي ذهبت لمشاهدة رواية بعد ان سمعت عنها من بعض الفتيات.
I came home from high school, and as usual, after I showered and ate my food, I went to see a novel after I heard about it from some girls.

عندما شاهدت الفصل الاول رئيت ان الاحداث غريبة ولكني اكملت القرائة واعندما وصلت لفصل التاسع عرفت ان هاذي الرواية مستوحاة من حياتي السابقة...

이번에는
자살하지 않겠다

I will not commit
suicide this time

لن انتحر ذي المرة

When I watched the first chapter, I saw that the events were strange, but I continued reading, and when I reached the ninth chapter, I knew that this novel was inspired by my previous life...

اشقعر جسمي عندها ولم اصدق ذالك وسهرت الليل كله اقرئها.. ولكني عرفت ان حياتي كانت رواية يقرئها اشخاص واني كنت الشريرة ...؟
(بصوت مسموع)"لما لما ايها القدر تخذلني بحياتي الاولة وتجعلني ابدو شريرة " ... بعد ان بكين بحسرة نمت لكني لم انم بال مت ..

My body shuddered at it, and I did not believe it, and I stayed up all night reading it.. But I knew that my life was a novel that people read, and that I was the evil one...?
(Audible) "Why, O Fate, did you fail me with my first life and make me look evil?" ... After weeping with grief, I slept, but I did not sleep in my mind.

(تنهد) لقد كنت ساذجة لما بكيت على هاكذا شيء تافه
ولكن يبدو اني ولتو بحياتي الاولى
(اكئتاب) لم ارد ان اولد بحياتي الاولى

(sigh) I was naive to cry over such a trivial thing
But it looks like I just had my first life
(depressed) I didn't want to be born in my first life.

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