What a wow
Being called selfish is nothing new as I have been antitled that name but shameless is something I'm not
Every day you all drain my father like a vampire sucking it's blood bank and when I defend him you bring back the past that has always stuck with you not me
I understand he wasn't here at the beginning but he's here now to fix everything and try not to lose more valuable time with me, the only person no no I'm not a person, the only blood that understud him more than himself
What a wow
I can't never buy what I want without unnecessari judgment that I didn't even as for making me feel insecure about my body and weak as fuck
Helping my father should never feel like a crime or a sin to be committed. I will defend my father and I will stand by that cuz as his daughter I shouldn't stay in the past
The past is the past for a reason and I hope someday you understand the meaning of the words (past.... present.... future)
What a wow
When ever he talks about running away from such a crull world with no shame, I just wish he brings me as well so we can both live a happy life full of rainbow and butterflies
They keep calling me selfish when there the ones spending his money with no regrets whiles I'm here helping my father work all night trying to atleast earn the money that I make knowing one day he's going to need it
What a wow
In a world full of human beings to the brim not even a single soul could understand the way I feel about how the world has been treating me
What a wow
Really. Don't bring an innocent soul to this world knowing you can't provide all it's needs and wants of a bright future ahead with no regrets. THIS WORLD IS NOT ONLY ABOUT YOU MOTHER AND OLDER SIBLINGS
JUST BECAUSE I'M IN THE MIDDLE DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN CONTROL ME FOREVER. I'm not them. I'm not my sister so don't expect me to not date and live my life. This is 2023 things have changed and people change as well. You can't be using the same battery for 100 years.
Ohhh and as a sister you should be by my side and helping me become what I want to become. Not teaming up with my mother. We don't share a mother but we share a father. But all the time you seem to have a better bond than us who are true blood
I'm a libra. An angle for God's sake so at least treat me like one. Or kill me and let me go back to my mother land in the heavens where I can truly be loved and appreciated
What a fucking wow
Kill me, KILL ME AND END MY SUFFERING
THEN IT WILL TRULY BE THE END
