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First day of school

It's the first day of school and I'm very nervous, my two sisters are very excited about it. You see I think this is going to be a good day! I have to be on my best behavior for a phone and and new pet! Todays my birthday and I'm very excited! The bad thing is it's on a SCHOOL DAY!!!!! Borinnnng! But it's okay! I'm usually a goof ball in class but not THIS YEAR!!!!My teacher, mom , And my dad will be so shocked!
Okay, I have to go to first period byeee diaryyy

Dear diary, Asher(I'm a girl btw lol)
8:45AM
- [ ] Okay diary won't believe what happened to me! This guy looks so cuteee!!!!!!!!! When I get a phone and a number I will definitely ask him first thing tomorrow! But I got this weird picture in my head more like a vision. It was about... me and the guy... kissing, I don't know if I should feel guilty about this. I'm not going to tell my mom or dad, Maybe my best friend but that's it. Oh no, another one is coming,*flash comes out creaks of the door* "Hunny are you okay?" Said her mom,"YEAH IM FINE!" I screamed across the house, tho I'm really not okay. I don't know how to feel about this, am I?..... A chosen child or something? No that's nonsense, Uh oh My sisters are home I have to greet them! As I put my diary down I heard something, a bang. It's was coming from my door, as I looked at the door, I saw something buss through it was my sisters coming to hug me and tell me how their days were, I felt loved
that they came straight to me after coming home from a long day of school and drama I get to know! Even though I have lots of drama on my own in my school I'm happy to hear how their days are, after they were done telling me how their days were I told them to please get out so I can write in my diary to say how my day was because I'm not open to people to like they are, when they left I closed the door and started writing again,Saying"Okay I'm back sorry my sister came in, wait.. why am I treating you like a person, and I'm still doing it UGHH I HATE WHEN I DO THAT, as I closed my diary I went down for dinner as my mom was cooking the fresh smell of steak I got so hungry and happy that when I sat down I hit my head on the table, ouch that hurt!!!! I got a ice pack and put it on my head,it was not easy wrong with my left hand since I'm right handed but I finished my food I went to bed starring at the ceiling hoping to get a phone this week, as thoughts went by and visions hit me, I feel asleep. I woke up to....... nothing. I was sad the rest of the morning, or was I? When I went down for breakfast looking depressed with my hoodie on,my mom asked"What's wrong?" Then I asked,when am I getting my phone? I said in a deep voice because I was tired, my sisters looked at me like I was someone they didn't like, as then being twin they asked at the same time,"What happened to you?" I told them I was not in the mood, my mom saw me talking to them like I was really upset, my mom started to whisper in my dads ear, whispers and time goes by, then my dad shakes his head and then my mom says"Cone on girls time to get ready for school"As we got in the car before I got out my mom showed my new.... PHONE!!!!! I was happy for the rest of the day!! All I had my mind on was on my phone, until... I had to have a vision, as I felt it hitting my I asked if I could go to the bathroom,of corse as all teachers say,"I don't know, can you?" I had to make up an excuse, so I said "I'm on my ladies days" of course then she let me go to the bathroom, though it was to late, as my vision hit me, it was never this bad, I was screaming gin pain and on my knees,once the pain and the vision went away the whole class was looking at me, but I didn't remember a single thing, so I said "Why am I being stared at?" The whole class started laughing at me for pretending to be a psychopath, I didn't remember anything but the class was saying some hurtful things, so I went to the bathroom to cry for the rest of the lesson, then I got marked absent and couldn't get my phone,I was so mad then I slammed my room door and locked it, thank goodness I had a Spotify playlist just for this sad moment, well for me at least,my mom and dad started banging on my door telling me to unlock it, and as more banging came I screamed because I got scared I was going to get hit. Thank goodness my room has a ladder so I can climb out the window, as I walked to my best friends house I got scared for some reason and started to run, and cry at the same time because I'm pretty sure my parents hate me now, as I arrived, Sally's mom(my best friends mom) opened the door and asked me if I was okay, I said no and asked if I could come inside, she said yes and I went to go find Sally, she was in her room, she asked me"what's wrong?" As everybody asked me, so I told her the whole situation and she was super quiet after I finished speaking, she told her mom and her mom was also speechless, she was so sorry, I told her it's fine. Then I asked if I could get a marker, Sally told me in the kitchen drawer, so I grabbed the marker and wrote 70 on my arm,Sally asked why I did that and I said I don't know, so I went to wash it off, it was a whiteboard marker so it should be easy to come off, but it wasn't coming off. I thought I accidentally grabbed a permanent marker so I didn't worry, I said thanks for letting me stay for a bit and then I left their house, I ran home before my parents realized that I was gone.*oh wait what if Miss Smith told my parents I left?* I started to think about it. I was standing there and I heard someone call my name, it was.. MY SISTERS?! I started to run as they ran after me saying"Asher!!" I toke a turn and lost them. I went home and pretended to be in my room the entire time, my parents and sisters came though my door and asked"where were you" I said I was in my room, then of course my sister said "no I saw sissy in the street!" Then my face turned red. So I had to lie and said" what are you talking about?" The whole situation was so confusing to me and I don't know how I got here but I'm here so I have to deal with it, I told them to leave and they did, I went to write in my diary about all of this because it's just crazy, I was going to ask my parents if I could get my phone but then I said to myself never mind, next day I went to school like I was emo. I had no makeup on and I barely got any sleep or time to get ready so I just put on a hoodie and left, I rolled up my sleeve and the number I wrote on my hand was at 69, I wrote 70 and I knew that, I tried to wash it off put it wouldn't work or come off, so I pulled down my sleeve and went to class, But it went down again, again, and again. I was so confused and concerned, and when it got to one, it felt like I died, everyone looked at me and my teacher called 911,