Long Time Crush

I have had a crush on you since the first day I saw you.
It's just a second of eye contact.

But I didn't know that we would meet again.
I always admire you from afar.

And then I realized that I like you.

I thought it was just puppy love or a high school love, but
I know that I'm not young anymore.
And I know what I'm doing, but I don't know how to remove these feelings I have for you.

It hurts watching you from afar with some girls.
I know it's just your friends, but it still hurts.

The way you look at me, I see no emotions.
I don't know how you would react every time we saw each other.

Since my friends know that I like you, they keep teasing us. And I like it.

Maybe if this school year ends, my feelings for you will be gone.

But I don't think it will.

(Bc is not mine i just wanna use this as a bc of my story, crdts)