After

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I lost your memory in the grass.

It fell through the hole in my chest,


landed someplace between the emerald blades

that once glimmered softly in the sun


next to your headstone,

impossibly tall. I feel 


with fingers blind as mice, but cannot

find the smallest shred of what I lost:


the sky is a crystalline blue,

clear as a baby's eye.


Whoever made this day so beautiful

should burn in hell, I think, imagining my hands


digging into your fresh plot, turning over dirt

and worms; hoping,  I guess, to find some part of you


still there, still alive. 



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