Arabella<3

Ara!<3

(Little appreciation post)
There are only two people in this entire world who completely have my heart, my love and my loyalty. One of those people being my boyfriend and the other being my bestfriend n my lil sister Arabella<3
I've known Arabella for less than a year but she has already won of all my love & trust.
When I'm around her I never have to be someone else, I never feel like I have to put up a mask n hide who I actually am to feel loved
Because she looked at me, saw every part of me
The good, the bad, the ugly
And she still loves me for I am
Never once I have felt judged for being myself by her
I never have had to hide my real laugh or my actual smile around her, because when I laugh she'll laugh with me, when I smile she smiles with me
And when I'm around her I feel safe. I feel happy. She is my comfort person. If I'm feeling bad she'll comfort me and cheer me up, if I'm really excited about something she'll match my excitement even if she has no clue what I'm talking about
Everyone else will shut me down when I get super excited about my hyperfixations but Arabella never does that. She has listened to me go on and on about my interests with a smile on her face and even if she has no clue what I'm saying she'll ask questions and will listen to me talk about it for as long as I want too<3

And with Arabella I don't have to be strong all the time. I don't have to pretend like I'm not dying inside, like what people say doesn't absolutely kill me. I don't have to pretend like I can protect myself from everything because when I feel weak, when I feel like I can't do it
Arabella will pick me back up and protect me.
She will always have my back and I will always have hers.
She may be a 5'6 shortie but she is not afraid to beat anyones ass to protect me.
If I ever need to hide a body she is the person I'm going too.

So let's just take a moment to appreciate everything about her because she is truly one of the most amazing people ever

Let's appreciate her:
-Strength, for dealing with the shit she's had to go through, between personal trauma, breakups/heartbreaks, death threats, etc
Just still being alive after everything she's been through takes incredible strength because she so easily could have given up
And I am so fucking proud of her for still being here & for making it this far in life, she's fucking incredible for surviving all of it

-Kindness, she is so sweet and kind I cannot stress it enough
She is always there for everyone else, she will always help you and be there for you
Unless your a dickhead and treat her or someone she cares about wrongly she will always have kind words to say
She will always treat you with respect n kindness unless your disrespectful
She's just so sweet n nice
(even though she bullies me smh- in a loving way)

-Stubbornness, I know people always say being stubborn is annoying and is bad or whatever
But I don't think so, some people probably think Ara's stubbornness is one of her bad qualities but that is bullshit
I love her stubbornness because it gives her character, it's part of her
When she's made her mind on something that will not change and I admire that about her

-Smile, she truly has one of the most beautiful smiles ever
If I'm sad I look at pictures with her smile and I genuinely feel so much better
Her smile is so fucking precious and it's so contagious
Whenever she's smiling, I'm smiling too
Her smiles is gorgeous and I would kill someone to keep her smiling
I would genuinely do everything in my power to see her smile because it's so gorgeous
Her smile is a smile I'd kill for<3

And here's proof of how precious her smile is: