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gon? (chapter 6)

Gon's POV:

One month later

i haven't talked to killua in a while kurapika and leorio keep asking me questions about what happened or if i am ok but i just answer with my happy personality but then kurapika knew i was lying so i told him the truth this man got me crazy for him though UGH.

Me and killua say a couple thing to each other but it's just a hi or saying how are you he has tried communicating with me but i respond with "oh something urgent came up" I feel bad but I have to open up to him I have to tell him the truth soon I know I am

One thing is that I know killua is trying to respect my privacy he is a really nice guy he doesn't deserve the bullying he gets it's more like I deserve it I don't understand why am I so popular I don't even deserve it at all he deserves way more then that he deserves everything in the world. I love him I really do but i don't know what is wrong with me.

This past month I have been hanging out with retz cause to be honest most of people I know is fake and also fuck them but in the moment I am about to go home until someone came up to me it was leorio and Kurapika

"Hey gon me and Kurapika wanted to ask you if you wanted to go out with us?" Leorio came up to me and told me

"oh um I have to ask cause I don't want to get in trouble " not going to lie I didn't want to go but I hope that old man said no cause I just wanted to lay down in the floor and just stare at the ceiling

The most messed up person I know

Me:
Hey am I able to hangout with my friends today ?

Him:

Sure I don't care

"I just asked my uncle said I could" I said

"Great now come on!" Kurapika said and grabbed my hand than we ran to a car I am guessing it was leorio's cause he entered the drivers seat "Gon are going to enter?" Kurapika said interrupting my thoughts "oh yeah sorry" than Kurapika entered the passenger seat while I went to the backseat but the thing is that

Killua was there
When I thought things were going to get better nope they got worse now I know this car ride is going to awkward "oh hi gon" killua said smiling at me "hi killua!" I said smiling as well then leorio started driving

"hey old man can I put some music?" Killua asked

"Sure but dont put trashy music and no depressed music" leorio said

"HUH WHY NOT"

"CAUSE YOUR A EMO ASS BITCH AND YOU NEED TO BE HAPPY FOR ONCE?!"

"EMO?! AT LEAST I AM NOT A WHOLE ASS STICK THAT LOOKS LIKE A OLD MAN ON TOP OF THAT AT LEAST I DONT READ PORN AS A HOBBY ?!"

"SHUT UP AND PUT YOUR MUSIC I'M DRIVING "

"Thank you! You know your such a nice friend!! " killua said innocently like he didn't do anything

"Fuck you"

"Fuck you to old man 😍🥰😝😁😘😊☺️!!" Then after that killua put was about to put music until Kurapika grabbed his phone

"Killua let me put one song and this song is basically you ok !"

"Fine here" killua said passing his phone to Kurapika then Kurapika put um well let's just say they were making fun of killua as soon as he pressed play you hear

CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES
THIS IS MY LAST RESORT
SUFFOCATION, NO BREATHING
DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF I CUT MY ARM BLEEDING

I burst out laughing when I heard the audio poor killua all they do is make fun of him 😭

"GON YOUR IN THEIR SIDE HOW DARE YOU BETRAY ME?! " killua said putting a hand on dramatically

"No killua calm down I am not going to betray you but it's just that almost every time we hang out leorio and pika always make fun of you being 'depressed or emo'!" I smiled to him then killua just stared at me looking in to my eyes while slightly blushing and I stared back at him then he smiled and looked away and I also looked away . UGH THIS BOY, I AM CRAZY IN LOVE WITH HIM?!

"Hey Kurapika where are we headed to?"

"We are going to the mall!"

"Oh ok!"

Then killua took his phone back and put a song he put 'Infrunami by Steve lacy' then he put his phone down and held my hand ?!
The song started playing and the song was pretty nice I like his music taste not going to lie.

Girl, you're the one I want
You're the one I need
I'm beggin' you, please
Can you come back to me
'Cause I was blind to see
That's who was right in front of me (you were right in front of me)

What does he mean by this he is holding my on top of that the lyrics to the song does he like me back? I can't hold in it anymore I am going to confess to him...

Then we were at the mall and we were just going to stores playing around and going to weird stores as well I tried to avoid killua the whole time and then after the mall we went to a restaurant and leorio ordered some alcohol and he ended up drunk and Kurapika said that he had to leave early because of leorio so he and Leorio left and now it's just me and killua..

"Gon"

"Yes?"

"Why were you ignoring me not only today this past month?"

"I can't tell you now but I promise I will tell you "

"Ok but should we go now?"

"Oh um sure"

"Do you want me to walk you home ?"

"Um yeah"

"Ok"

Then me and killua went out of the restaurant good thing Kurapika paid before he left but now I have to tell killua but I am scared what he'll say..

Killua POV:
(Wow someone else's pov that is not gon 😨😨)

While I was walking gon home he seemed nervous so I decided to ask him if he was ok
"Hey gon are you ok you seem nervous about something?" I asked gon while we stopped in front of gons house

"Killua I have something to tell you" Gon said seriously

"What do you need to tell me ?"

"Killua the reason I was ignoring you cause I needed to think over something's and that thing I wanted think over if I liked you and the answer to that is I do I really do like you" he said looking down

"Gon-"

"I am sorry killua i have to go"

"Wait gon!"

"I am sorry" he said then he walk inside of his home but the thing is I didn't get to him that i like him back no, more than that I love him I love so much but he left with out hearing my response I didn't get to say the true words but
I love gon so much i never loved so much like how I feel about gon.

A/N (HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER WHO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPENED NEXT)
NEXT CHAPTER OUT IN JULY 22 2023!!
(1240 words)