our last hours together

january 13th, 2021 5:33 pm

im gunna miss that night.
the night where the streetlights werent there.
the night where the light rain dampening our coats.
where we walked each other home in the dark.
the night i looked into your eyes.
you looked beautiful as always.
i dont know, in the moment i had this feeling in my gut that i was gunna loose you.
i wish i didnt ignore it.
i wish i hugged you that night.
i wish i kept you with me longer.
i wish i kissed you that day
a separate day, i mean, two days ago.
i wish i gave you a rose to tell you how sorry i was.
a rose to tell you how much i actually loved you.
im just glad ill never see you again.
never have to grieve or get anxious when i saw you.
never have to think like that about you again.
let all my sorrows go away.
never having to listen or say my favorite artists name without the thought of you popping up.
never have to have that routine of the thought of you popping up to make me cry more.
never have to wake up early make myself look good for you at school.
never have to silently show off to you about something stupid just to get your attention.
im never gunna miss that night, that day, those years.
those moments i spent not being able to get my mind off of you.
im gunna miss that night.