being numb. the only emotion u feel is anger but even then u hardly feel that. u feel absolutely nothing; no sympathy, no happiness, no sadness. just confusion from questioning why u cant feel anything and what went wrong to make u this way. u cant think or feel anything, an actual real npc. ur just an emotionless human thats just there. ur family hardly cares, ur loosing friends, ur not really popular on social media or at school, so ur just kinda here. ur not depressed or anything, just numb; theres a difference. u do everything to get out of this state; from getting out of the house and seeing friends and family, to masturbating, to smoking weed, to getting into drugs and getting high out of ur mind. ur thoughts are all over the place, putting u into the state of confusion, to putting you into this numb state. u can never be happy, sad, bothered, or anything. ur just here.
