Drear Diary, Im A HUGE Fan Of The Rangers... But I Have This Strong Love For Langston For Some Reason. They Are All Amazing, beautiful, && Talented, But Its Just Something About This Boy Langston I Just Love. People Call Me Obsessed , But I Just Call It Being Huge Fan, It's Whatever Tho.
I Get To Meet The Rangers Next Weekend , Im Sooo Happy! I Just Can't Wait ! But Until Then .. I Still Gotta Deal With This Life I Have, Being Bullied Online Just Because I Love Langston . ( Summer 2013 )
As I Close My Diary And Put It To The Side , I Grab My Laptop And Log Into Twitter...
23 Mentions
I Read ...
"Stop Trying To Get Langston Attention On Twitter.. Obviously He Don't Wanna Talk To You #Thirty"
"You Only Got Tons Of Followers So People Can Laugh At How You Show Love To Langston When He Don't Care"
"Hey This Is A Hate Page Of You Cause You So Freaking Crazy"
I Cant Read No More ... I Don't Even Do Anything But Support The Rangers, I Don't Care If They Don't Notice Me, At Long As They Know Someone Is Supporting Them To The Fullest .
I Tweet...
"Can I Just Support The Rangers Without All The Hate"
" Why Judge Me , You Don't Even Know Me"
"Just Because I Support @pr_langston Doesn't Mean I Need To Get Bullied By Everyone"
...
I But My Laptop To The Side And Grab My Phone And Get On Instagram And Post A Pic Of Me Looking Sad And The Caption Said "I Can't Take This Anymore"
I Start To Get Likes ... But Suddenly I Get A Tweet From Langston Pop Up At The Top Of My Screen ... My Heart Drop.. It's Pounding So Fast, I Start Shaking A Little And Smile Came Up ...
The Tweet Reads ..
@Pr_langston : @__langstonsss Don't Worry About The Haters, Keep Doing Your Thing And Keep Your Head Up Love :)
I Started To Scream !!!! OMG OMG
I Think... I Gotta Act All Cool Tho !
I RT What He Said & Reply Just Saying "Thanks ! :)"
I Suddenly Get Mentions Quickly !
"How Does He Notices You But Not Me"
"You Just Got Lucky"
And I Got Other Bad Mentions But Like 5 Was All Sweet . One Was From Another Fan I Met Who Is In Love With Julian She Gets Hates Also Like Me But I Get Them Worst For Some Reason .
People Are Not Just Tweeting Me But They Mentioning Langston Too .. Telling Him "Not To Tweet Me" "Im Obsessed" And Asking Him "Why He Replied To Me" ... I Was Just Thinking ... When Is The Hate Gonna Stop ?
I Have Langston Tweets Coming To My Phone .. He Just Tweeted Saying :
" Why Bully A Fan Just Like You ? Please Stop ... It's Very Childish And Unnecessary && You May Be Hurting That Person"
I Smiled ! And Yelled
" HE TALKING ABOUT ME ! HE TALKING BOUT ME ! "
I Suddenly RT And Favorite That One .
I Replied Saying " Thank You So Much ! && Yes! Im Very Hurt :( "
Then Again ...
People Claim I Was Lying ...
But I Wasn't Tripping ... Because Guess What ? ... Langston Notice Me !!!
Then He Follows Me ..
Im In Tears Now ... I Got Notice By Langston !!!
I Then Tweeted :
"This Is The Best Day In Years"
"He Just Made My Night"
"A Tweet To Me, A Tweet About Me, Then A Follow... Thanks"
I Screenshot And Post It On Instagram ...
I Log Off Of Twitter ...
Dear Diary, I Have 5K Followers On Twitter... Most Of My Mentions Are Hate ... Why Follow Me? . I Have 10k Followers On Instagram , Tons Of likes And Comments That Im pretty But There's Theses Ranger Fans Who Hates me... I Always Wanna Cry.. I Do Nothing . They Claim I Brag, I Cry Over Stupid Stuff, Nobody Cares About What I Say ... Again .. Why Follow Or Interact With Me? ... Makes No Since. I Don't Care No More, Because I Got A Tweet From Langston, a tweet About Me From Langston, and Follow Today ! What I Gotta Be Worried About? Lol. Love Me Or Hate . Bye (Summer night 2013)
I Thought If I Make YouTube And Keek Videos People Would Know The Real Me. I Keep Worrying About The Haters When I Say Im not Worried About Them. I Just Can't Stand This Life.
I Log On To YouTube And Press Upload Then Webcam ... I Then Begin To Record . I Started Talking About About Me, So People Can Get A Clue Of Who I Am, I Then Started Talking About My Day, And Then How I Hate Getting Bullied .
I Upload It To YouTube And I Forgot it automatically Pops On My Twitter .
2 Hours Past
I Got Likes And Comments
Comments Read :
"She Actually Really Pretty"
"Hate To Say I Love Her Voice"
"Still Don't like Her"
"Ima Leave Her Along.. She Doesn't Seem That Bad"
"Didn't Realize She Actually Got Hurt"
"Trying To Get Friends .
Smh"
" Oh! That's all I Got To Say"
I Then Get Im Sorry Tweets , And Rude Tweets Still ...
Even Thought People Said Sorry ... Im Very Hurt In The Inside ... I Start To Cry .. Dang . A 17year Old Crying ...
( First Chapter ... You Like ? Tell Your Friends About It . P.s : That's A MadeUp Twitter Name ! )
