Cingulomania

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Our hugs always linger
They make me feel like my heart is about to leap from my chest into his.
It drives me wild.
But tonight, it's different. Coming down from the high of tonight's concert, there was no harsh, quick hug from Simon. Simply soft and gentle, something I've been wanting and yearning for. And I now take comfort in knowing he's needed the same thing.

I dug through my duffle to find the shirt I wanted to wear. I felt Simon's strong hands sneak their way up over my hips. He pulled me back against his chest, burying his face in the crook of my neck, letting his hands wander my frame until his arms wrapped around me. I sighed in contentment as I felt him breathe me in.

"What's up, Si?" I giggled
"What? Can I not just hold you?" he laughed
I turned in his grasp to face him and spoke as I wrapped my arms around his neck
"No, no, you can... Never have before." he sighed deeply before responding
"I've wanted to, just haven't felt like I could."
I smiled and stood on my tiptoes to kiss him gently
"Well... you can anytime you'd like, ya know."
He huffed out a laugh and kissed me deeply, leading me back onto the bed

I couldn't help but giggle while he kissed up and down my neck and across my shoulders
"What are ya laughing at, Rob?" he smiled that big goofy sorta sideways grin of his
"Nothing! I love this! I love you. I mean, that's all." I chewed the inside of my cheeks nervously while he eyed me up and down
"Yeah, that's all?" he smiled
"Yeah. That's all si." he began kissing my neck again softly and nibbled at my ear before speaking
"Yeah, well, I love you too, ya know."

I couldn't stop the high-pitched moan that escaped my lips as Simon bit down on the sweet spot near my ear
The kisses and love bites, along with the soft touches, were maddening
"Ya know, you sound like a girl sometimes." I smacked the back of his head, causing him to giggle into my neck where he was working on leaving a display of love marks
"I do not!" he moved from my neck and kissed me profoundly, causing me to make a slight whine in the back of my throat
"Do too," he whispered against my lips before kissing them again

I couldn't see straight
I could barely think I was too focused on the way Simon was driving me into ecstasy
He fucked into me so slow and tender, cradling me and whispering praise in my ear
"You're taking me so well, Rob."
"Such a good boy"
"You're so beautiful like this."
The only responses I could muster up were loud moans egging him on to keep going
"Please, please, please," I was begging, practically on autopilot, not even aware I was doing it
He moaned quietly in my ear before he spoke
"Please, what, Rob?"
"More, please, harder, Si, please."
Simon's thrusts became more brutal, but we kept our same slow pace

I felt myself drawing close to my orgasm
I knew I was babbling incoherently, but I didn't care anymore
I didn't care about anything but us.
"Simon!" I yelled out as I came
He fucked me through my orgasm and continued to fuck me slowly as my thighs trembled until he reached his end
Cumming inside me, filling me up so completely
The feeling of being so full caused me to start crying
I grasped at his arm as he slowly eased himself out of me and whined in protest
"Shh, it's alright, love." he's so gentle with me when though at times I know I don't deserve it

Laying here like this with him will always be my favorite pass time
As he plays with my hair, I barely hear him whisper, "I love you," and kiss the top of my head before I drift to sleep.

A/n
Sorry it's not longer I hope you enjoyed reading if you got this far:)