I don't know why I cry so much I don't know why I'm sad half the time I hate I but I also hate myself I feel like I don't fucking deserve anything I know I do but I just don't know why I hate myself I should be the person who knows why but I don't why don't I know why I don't like myself the only reason why I don't want people to know about this is because I should be the
Person who knows why I hate myself and doesn't like myself I don't know why but I don't like my personality or what I think I know what I think is a normal fucking thing but I hated anywayI don't know why depression is such a fucking bad thing I should never have it I'm like 11 why do I have it I shouldn't even know about anythings I do know like sex rape pedophiles I don't know why I knoquit I think I'm just mad I wasn't protecand I think I'm mad at myself for not telling my parents of what happened when I was like 5 or 4 Because I'm still mad at the person who fucking raped me and I can't say anything but I want to because I have a niece now who's fucking Born like a few months ago and I'm scared she's gonna get hurt too I wanted Tell my parents what happened I wanna tell them one of my stepbrother fucking raped me but I don't know why I'm scared just happen to my fucking family members do Why did it happen I wasn't chilled I wasn't fucking to ottaler at the diapers doing diapers not what the The fuck didn't do it why I wasn't child and he knew that why I did do it why Why did this happen why I'm sorry to the people who had to read this I just need somewhere to talk to is about
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RandomTechnically this is just a ran for me whenever I actually have a mental breakdown because I have really lost self-esteem and I do actually hate myself trust me you don't have to look at this book I just have this for Myself cause WHY not But I Do Ho...
