You are my light||killugon

So what do you think of me~ (hisoillu special chapter)

warning a 'lil' smut ;)
and angst/abuse warning

Illumi's POV :
Age : 18
1:00 PM lunch

I really don't want to talk to THAT CLOWN!? He gets on my nerves he makes me feel some type of way i dont want this FUCK!? I should only focus on school my parents say BUT NO I FOCUS ON THAT KID LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKK !! I think the reason is because he doesn't see me as emotionless but Chrollo does as well but its just that he's different he is more kind i think i should talk to chrollo about this i think i am thinking to hard.

"Illuu~" Hisoka said randomly

"Oh um y-yes?" I said AND WHY THE FUCK DID I STUTTER!?

"Did you just stutter!?" Chrollo said in disbelief Hisoka then pulled my tie and looked at me with serious expression i didn't know what to do so i pushed him off

"Hisoka stop touching me" i said then i ran away to the restroom suddenly i felt my pants feel tight is this normal i ask myself i am guessing it is because of teenage hormones then i ran to a stall and unbutton my pants and started to masturbate i was a mess all of sudden i made a noise "ahh~" i moaned out loud i am hopping nobody will enter.
After a few minutes i finally cummed i zipped my pants up and went out of the stall i washed my hands and checked if i looked well after that i went out the restroom and i went back to my table.

"ILLUMI " chrollo said getting up from his seat

"why are you so loud your making my ears bleed" i said annoyed

"now there is the illumi we know and love"

"soo what were you doing in the restroom~" hisoka said out of no where

"I bet he was masturbating~" chrollo said and winked at me i just looked at him and said nothing cause i ain't saying shit

"Guess what happened last night" i said to move on from what happened

"what?" chrollo asked

"my bitch ass controlling ass parents started screaming at my younger brother killua cause he got a B like what the fuck that kid is only 10!? They only do that cause "he has protentional" I swear as soon as i have enough money i'll move out that place ."

"to be honest thats bull shit "

"Your parents are way to harsh and i haven't even speak to my mother in 4 years well she neglected me but still thats a bit to harsh~♣"

Then we started talking about random shit to be honest what we talking about is weird as fuck especially when we are drinking and when hisoka and chrollo be high together i don't be doing drugs like them fuck that shit even though my life is bad and my parents really don't care about me i still don't be doing that. Then the bell rung for our next block we threw our trash away and parted ways from each other well good thing is that i share this block with hisoka but it is not a good thing because it's only me and him.

Me and hisoka walked to our next class and sat down then a few minutes later class started i don't even fucking know what the teacher was talking about i only could hear hisoka 'flirting' with me I blushed a little who cares anyway then it was the middle of class out of no where hisoka put his hand on my thigh and squeezed it all of a sudden he grabbed my member I jumped from the sudden action I then he squeezed my member as well. I moaned from this causing me to cover my mouth I raised my hand to ask if I could use the restroom the teacher allowed me to go so I ran to the restroom then I locked myself in a stall and pulled my pants all of sudden I hear footsteps walk in I pulled my pants up cause I do NOT want to someone to hear me so i got out the stall and saw hisoka