Hey! This is Fey writing and Matthew is right next to me. Here's a little about us!
Matt lives in one part of Kansas and I live in Kansas too just about 5 hours away.
People do say long distance relationships do not work but Matt and I are here to beat that stereotype down. We've made it for about a year and a half. Since 1/1/2014.
Matt is 16 and his birthday is July 25th I'm 15 and my birthday is December 15th.
We see each other during the school year at least for a weekend once every 2 months but in the summer more than that. Pretty much during our free time either my mom drives me to his house for the weekend or week depending on his work schedule.
That was a little about our relationship now here's about us :)
Fey-- again I'm 15 Years old and born on December 15th. I live with my mom in Kansas. I am obviously taken and I'm actually content.
I have major anxiety and I have the worst anxiety attacks. I can't sit still and I begin to get crazy over every little thing and it gets really really out of hand. Especially when I'm around people I don't know too well.. When I begin having an attack about people who I don't really know I get scared because I don't want them to think weirdly of me. Even since anxiety is a 100% normal thing and many people have it, that's just how my thought process works.
I'm going into my sophomore year of high school taking all honors classes.
I have a job and I'm saving up to get my first apartment with Matt.
My parents aren't together no, and neither are they divorced. They were never married to be divorced.
You see my mom had me as a teen (16) and my dad left her and moved across the country to do whatever and for no reason, but the term abortion wasn't in my moms vocabulary. So she raised me on her own. Since my grandparents weren't proud of her having a kid so young, they helped but they weren't going to give off a ton of money to my mom when they have their own family to raise. So my mom worked 2 jobs one at a gas station and one at a diner. She then raised me on her own and we're here perfectly happy and extremely close.
I'm 15 but I work at my uncles tile store. The only reason I have a job at 15 is because it's my uncles store. I just don't get paid a ton because there's real employees there whom are trying to make a living etc so I take whatever money I get and put it into savings for mine and matts first apartment that we want to rent once we turn 18.
Life really sucks when I'm not with Matt. We try to see each other but not everything works out. If he needs to go into work on a day we were supposed to spend together then he goes in or if my uncle is short staffed or the store is busy I go in and plans do get canceled but hey that's how life is. Now that was my basically boring life so now here's matts much more interesting life (:
Matt-- ^^^ she's lying, clearly her life is more interesting than mine :p
I'm just gonna put up a quick warning: anything from here on out that's written by me will be 90% swearing. Sorry if you don't like, that's just me. Got a problem with it, just fucking leave :)
Like Fey said, I was born in July towards the end of the month. What she didn't mention, though, is that I'm pansexual and demiromantic-which basically means that I am attracted to anyone I find attractive regardless of sexuality or gender-orientation, but I'm only interested in a relationship if I get to know them. I'm quite happy in my 'straight' relationship though :)
I'm not 'out' to too many people in the real world, but the internet is a different story. Honestly, if there's a screen separating us I don't care what you all know about me. Though my life story isn't as dramatic as Fey's, it's still pretty entertaining if I do say so myself.
My parents moved to our little section of Kansas when I was only a few months old, so I've grown up here all my life. Honestly I would've preferred it closer to Fey, but I digress. I had a happy childhood, up until I was nine. My grandma died after a long battle with breast cancer then, and her death left me shattered. I was really close with her, and honestly, I don't think I spoke much in the week following her death.
After that I just became...closed off. I let myself drift away from people I'd known since I was little, and lost pretty much all of my close friends. More deaths happened, and...lets just say I don't cry at funerals anymore. I've done it so much already that death doesn't even affect me anymore.
...wow, depressing much? Sorry, I got a little caught up in the moment. Anyways, I basically turned into one hell of an awkward human. Quiet, scared of talking, basically friendless. I was downright pitiful. And then, one summer, Fey came into my life in a scene straight out of a Wattpad fanfiction.
I was at a summer camp, and that's where we met. She finally convinced me to open up, and things just kind of escalated from there. I didn't ask her out until the New Year, but I'll be damned if I didn't want to before then. Since then we've been trying to make it work, and I'd be a Goddamn Liar (Eyyyy any Get Scared fans out there? :D) if I said it isn't hard as fuck. The time we get to be together isn't enough, and yeah this could be played off as young love but I think we'll end up together in the end. At least I hope I have the privilege to end up with her. For now we'll just have to tough it out with Skype and Wattpad between my part-time job at the grocery store near my house.
And...yeah. I think that about covers me :)
