I feel like I need Jack
at 10am,
because I can't keep going through
all this same bullshit again.
Every day is
a different shade of anger,
and it seems Ive lost
my one and only anchor,
to happiness.
I just keep on drowning
in the same waters of my mind.
Hoping and praying that
one day I'll find,
something that gives me strength
day to day,
because I feel like I'm
fading away.
I feel like I'm loosing
my patience and calm.
I feel like I'm not
even me at all.
My smile is lost.
My hope is gone.
When did my mind
start to feel wrong?
Why do I need Jack
at 10am?
To quiet the Demons
as they start to begin,
the reconstruction of my mind.
They make it so hard to find,
the light that my soul
used to hold.
I feel like I need Jack
at 10am,
because I'd rather drown In
Whiskey, than the sorrows that
don't exist.
By: C.B.Long
Date: 6/23/23
