Now What?
For now, the sound of internal silence
Alone with my thoughts.
Alone with my emotions.
Simply alone with myself.
Lost the presence of your words,
That filled the air with no despair.
A glimmer of eternal sunshine
My mind was one with yours
Then suddenly my heart was beat to anguish.
That crescent smile of yours upon each line
A play where the moon never descents
Timeless nights, sleepless nights, Blesseth nights.
Our bodies swinging to the rhythm of the dark
An escape from the faithless life of two beings
On the verge of derailing into the desires of empress Insanity
Take me to her church and I will succumb to the inferno.
No prayer for you.
Sin me do, sin me don't.
The feeling of being lost crawls faster and faster
That peculiar belief that life is just an absurd cluster fuck
Beggars can't choose luck
How long does hurt last?
Cruel masochist spirit from the past
Flagelle the pain in me like it was the last.
I crave the sweet release of independence,
Independent of the things that flay me so.
My skin runs deep as chiaroscuro art
Light and dark
Where matter leaves no meaning
A bruised broken body
A sour sentiment in my heart
Empty pitter-patter pumps
Another lonely organ...
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Now What?
Romance"For now, the sound of internal silence. Alone with my thoughts. Alone with my emotions. Simply alone with myself." A poem for my last break-up...